Hey guys,
I’m a new member, I go by Jusgolden but I think I want to add Daemon to my last name until I have a new magick name.
I am new to all of this stuff but I got my first taste of spirituality a few years ago when the whole beast coast movement happened with joey badass and his friends.
I also used to watch spirit science heavily but I still felt like they were missing out on something and I feel like by working with become a living god you fill the void that they didn’t teach about which is so weird cause I am a firm believer in if you have something to say you should just say that shit.
I am still working on my skills with the ladies though so I am none to talk about speaking up haha.
The only other magick form I have found is that on creepyhollows which I am just joining today as well.
I am actually starting my journey as a spirit keeper as well as I purchased my first spirit from them as well as their book on how to become a good spirit keeper.
I hope I do a good job on that journey as well but I am also interested in the draconian path that Asenath teaches. I actually bought her ritual book and plan to study it thoroughly.
Recently life hasn’t been going my way but that is typical as I am the type to procrastinate and binge eat all day so my life is shit because I make it shit.
Long story short I gave up spirituality a while back to pursue music full time because I couldn’t learn to astral project and got really discouraged and felt like all this was a sham. Then A few weeks ago maybe a month or two actually I made a friend who practices wicca and once he told me about it I was instantly in a trance as if he held the secrets to something I had been missing out on my entire life.
My father has irish and creole background so I really am interested in getting attune with my pagan side as well as learning about voudon but my heart lies more in learning about alchemy as well and right now I just have a ton of info coming at me so I really need help sorting everything out that I have been processing as I feel my time may be short and I want to make the most of it.
Oh yea I also purchased a lancet to practice giving blood and it isn’t as bad as I thought it would be but I definitely need a pack of band aids instead of these larger bandage wraps I purchased haha.
I also want to learn martial arts and I am 20 not in college cause I realized I would rather buy books off of amazon study those and also get certificates and diplomas through courses like become a living god and creepyhollows.
So yea if you guys want to be friends and discuss each others journey’s I am down as my family isn’t really interested in this stuff, even though I told them they could still be right hand pathed and still learn just as much but at the same time that might be a lie hahahah. 
Oh yea did I mention I might have gotten a hex put on me by a psy vampire:yum: that made me want to study vampirism so I could get back at them and be an even stronger vamp then them because I know with my brain capacity I can do it and be a true demon king.
The only thing I am not comfortable with is animal sacrificing. I understand it is a thing but if I can negotiate my blood or sexual energy I will always choose that first before the animal.