okay, so my introduction wasnt that good because my focus is in this post; I need help immediately.
few years ago I was really hooked by drug use, and my lack of self love and my necessity to feel powerful made I invoke evil spirits. It was a mistake since i didnt know the basics; deal with my head! i was really young and even though these evil spirits did beat the shit out me i didn’t stop and kept messing with them.
I was engulfed in lust and drugs, as scapism to my pain, but kept summoning then, basically(?wtf??)
things got serious when one of them sent out familiars.I didn’t took it seriously at the time, since i was young, and kept with my vices. But the vibrations of the familiars were superbly aching my non-willing-to-work-leave-me-alone being. I even invoked another demon, for him to help me but him, instead, sent out his familiars… see things turnt out ugly.
ok but few months ago Ive really woked up to reality when i decided to work with qliphotc. got over my vices.
But the thing is that the familiars(these who came first) is really beating me because of my past habits and for tooking so long to start working seriously…and it is driving me insane!
since i didn’t took the situation seriously when they came, they possessed me really quickly.
I got a lot of reasons for them to go away (live in a crowded neighborhood, the house is not mine im too young, have already learned my lessons and got the hang of dealing with spirits.
have also offered them a few times…
I started praying to God, summoned angels, exorcised.
but they dont seem to Cooperate to leave me or start being so meanto my mind and my body
Any suggestions? I going insane and sick, need help