yeah. My energy often feels cool to the skin. Hard to describe. It’s almost like after doing a workout and you feel the wind on the sweat of your skin. I see your name is @anon39079500. I practised a lot of Northern Germanic magick on the early days of my path. I began here at 17 years old. I am now 21 as of May 17th.
Back in 2018, a good friend of mine told me at the beginning of my path, “You seem to have Freyja’s rainbow runes around you” which I found funny considering my mom’s side of the family, the MacLeod’s are seen as the children of Frey. That’s when I started to devote myself to Goddess Freyja. She helped me out a lot(see my Freyja journals) its taken me three years after all of what she’s told me to understand what she meant by the phrase “In time all will be revealed”.
it was also during that time that I was afraid of demons. I had left Christianity behind and I still had a naive Christian mind(at the time I was non-denominational but considering Catholicism. Honestly I think I made the right choice to leave).
I had made a naive decision to meet with Fenrir at the beginning. Good lord he was massive! Shattered my astral ribs with a singular bark. I had flew over Muspelheim in the meditation as well. Got nicked with a needle leaving a back pain. A sharp backpain.
I may travel back to the other nine realms again. I kind of miss it. It was during that breakup in 2021 however that I avoided my spirituality. Now I feel like everything is back in place again.