I started working with Hecate a month ago. During this time, my craving for nature has increased significantly. I didn’t even understand what was going on, I just look at trees near my house, as if I saw something for the first time. I started visiting the park more often. I want to describe one wonderful experience on such a trip.
It was a sunny autumn day. As soon as I entered the park, the atmosphere changed dramatically. There was a feeling that I got home, where someone was waiting for me. I didn’t look at people, I was just totally fascinated by every tree and bush. One young fir tree that stood on the road, I swear, it wanted to hug me and greet me. I said hello to it. The astral senses were activated to the maximum, as if I was on a level with nature and existed in absolute unison with it. All nature lives, breathes, sings and moves in a beautiful stream. This is a intelligent and lively stream. I walked a little further from that fir tree and was so touched that tears rolled down. I stepped aside so that people wouldn’t see me and wiped my tears with a scarf. I just stood there and didn’t understand “What the fuck? Why do I cry?”. Then I felt that I was called and went to a deep part of the forest, to a very beautiful part of it. Similar to this photo:
One particular tree was calling me. I just understood it, as if it had opened its whole soul to me. I did the same for him. I touched it and abruptly withdrew my hand. I was trying to hold back the tears at that moment. Then he touched and did not let go of this tree. I leaned my head against him, as one puts one’s head on another person’s shoulder and burst into tears. This is a wise strong grandfather. There is so much power and tranquility in him. He accepted me so easily, as if my past, my complexes had no meaning for him. He just exists and accepted me as He accepts the whole creation of nature, of which I am also a part. I dissolved with the forest completely and my mind shut down. A little later it seemed to me that he wanted me to take his fallen leaf. Now I touch it at house and merge with the forest again. I moved away from him and saw a small thicket of ferns. Beautiful little spirits, like children, were frolicking in them. They danced and sang. All that mattered to them was the joy of life and existence itself. I absolutely fell in love with that forest and its inhabitants. Birds, animals, spirits, plants and trees all live in absolute harmony. That’s what I learned from them. I saw a dog sniffing something. I understood exactly what it was looking for and what it was thinking. I thought it was funny, because it’s very important to it! Now I have fallen in love with my body, with my existence and life. If you have a problem with this, Hecate will be happy to help you see the beauty of life