Alright, I don’t have any trouble remembering regular dreams, and I don’t have trouble lucid dreaming. this has nothing to do with either of those things. This is another thing entirely. About 2 weeks ago Azazel told me to start meditating on his sigil as I went to sleep, and then later to evoke him right before I went to sleep(but not to dismiss him)… and I have gotten some hard core information this way… in fact, I get better information this way than I do regular evocations(at this point in my development), due to very little of my conscious involvement, and the dreams relay the information often in the form of a jungian story… now here’s the problem
For some reason the dreams are much more difficult to hold onto, I often wake up without remembering a single detail, unsure if I dreamed at all, then later through a clue(such as Asenath mason’s book on Mephistoles when I had a dream the previous night that involved me talking about pacts, and the lack of “soul-selling” of a faustian style pact) or just a random trace(such as when they were explaining some details of immortality through the metaphor of an ouroboros and the danger some forms of instability pose to this end that came to me, of all places, in the bathroom).
Now I think I may have figured out the issue, but I’m not sure… I kept getting the command to sleep in a corpse like position(straight, legs together, with hands clasped together in front, on me slightly below groin), but until last night I kept shifting out of it before I fell asleep, due to putting me in a trance state, which made it extremely difficult to sleep,o often laying there for hours in the in between realms of waking and sleeping(on that note this is an excellent method to enter into active visualised jungian journeys as I have a couple nights before going to sleep) and I have had trouble until last nights dreams, remembering them…
so you guys have any other Ideas what could be making these particular dreams so difficult to remember… also to note since I have started doing this, I have yet to have one lucid dream, but I don’t need to, as these are thick with symbolism and meaning and also possess a certain quality of vividness that isn’t normally in my dreams. Like the colors are sharper, and the quality is more HD-like