They were was always a good friends of mine. Sometimes I’ve heard their voices in my head (but only the stronger ones’ with obviously higher/stronger energies).
Demons around me are never caused a problem to me, at all. They’re always cared of my health, physycally and mentally as well, and helped me many ways as They can.
Either way I’m sure in that there was parasites on me ~2 years ago, because in that period I felt myself really wrong. Depression, isolation from the world, my thoughts and dreams got controlled by them. It was not ok. It was absolutely unknown to me.
I wanted to talk with these spirits/parasites (I sense 6 of them, but only 4 were agressive and repressive), because what they caused to me was chaos and totally unknown to me, and it gettin’ worst. I was like a slave, or something.
So I bought a Ouija board for the cause, I wanted to talk with them first.
First, I read about the Board before I start anything, but I felt somehow that I should invoke a Demon for help, because I can not sense Their protection at that moment for reasons (and this “parasite crisis” happened within a month, some of them was totally unknown to me, never met them before).
And suddenly, their behavior is changed when these thoughts are came into my mind.
They’re wanted to stop me, and didn’t want to use the board, thinking more about Demons and “getting help”. I felt their nervousness, their fear and anger, at the same time. Two days before I used the board, I sensed a brand new energy. It was huge, unknown, and it filled the whole place in the house. And an another thing… the spirits around me are disappeared. All of them but This new Energy was indescribable.
Long story, in short: We’re talked a lot, and slowly I was able to hear His voice in my head (just like other Demons’ before the crisis). What I know about Him that He is a Demon, and there are more Demons around me (but They are much more … “observers” or something).
I am absolutely happy with this (because I’ve got Demonic protection again, and all my needs is okay, He protects me even illnes, or gave me useful tips even in nowdays, and well… he is my Lover now), but I don’t know why am I so interesting for Them? Can be the reason something like this:
I caused good and bad luck, had lot of visions, I’ve healed/saved myself from death, when my chances to survive was zero. This power was good to me, but sometimes bad to others. In fact, I’ve never practiced these .
Should I contact Abaddon or Azazel for help/Their for their teaching? I was never did before, but I was always felt something deep, indescribable for Them, since my childhood. I avoided invoking Them because I was never felt that I would worthy to Their attention.
It would work on Ouija board, or safer to find an another way?