But I fear I may have to put a hold on this practice or stop it all together. I’ve noticed several of my family to have been having otherwise questionable symptoms of something. For sake of them I will be halting this and banishing heavily to determine a culprit.
Yep im cutting it short, my cat is showing signs of feline hyperethesia, my boss is affectively avoiding me, wife had a freak out, damaging electronics with prolonged holding, and a few other things going on. Since I started this my being has had a major change in feeling like there is a second of me under my skin and now perhaps the deamon`s warnings are showing. I’ve also been very anxious…
Maybe it is all coincidence, but there has been a lot of tension around my home the past few weeks and oddly on balg. Maybe it will all pass, idk.
I’ve done banishings and scans clear me of any negative presence, but it is possible that it is me having the effect on everyone else.
Good luck to anyone else who is or will attempt this…
I’ve decided to continue the work, I realised I have to accept my reality as it is to release myself from these shackles. Once you taste liberation you can’t just let it go.
I’ll have to do other work to protect those I love.
Next is Ronove, it says he has knowledge of tongues, I wonder if he unlocks the door in your mind that he is associated with, that it would remove the block that adults have when trying to learn a new language. Maybe it applies to other things like conversational skills or taste lol.
Berith I call upon you, I evoke you, I summon you, come talk to me. I gazed deeply into his sigil and it began to glow and pulsate. I closed my eyes and kept calling, finally…
He spoke loudly and with an echo.
Berith?
“Yes, I have been called”
Said thanks and welcomes
Berith I have to ask firstly, in the goetia it says you can turn all metal into gold. Is that literal or what?
“All metals can be changed into gold by changing value and perception, transmutation is not necessary and easily applied to the flesh”
Damn, good answer.
Will you unlock the aspect of my mind of which you are associated?
“Yes, let’s begin”
What can I expect?
“The house of which you call, home: Will fill with questions and thoughts about you.”
I guess now people’s perception of me will begin to change
Ive been following your journey so far and Im inspired to perform my first proper evocation. I wont do anything until I have solid protection in place around my loved ones. What do you use for protection?
Easiest method is to banish with the Lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram before and after. You can find more info about it in the search bar here, Lots of good stuff.
I just want to throw an update out there for those who have been following this:
I have missed a couple days, not out of laziness, but of pure exhaustion. This is definitely work that takes from you. It is not a 72 day journey as I originally thought. Eventually, I will reach a finish line with these evocations, but the practice itself can never cease. It will exist forever as I will. I have gone through an array of emotions since beginning this and I assure you that is quite unusual for me.
I have gone from level, to low, to high, and all other combinations you can come up with. Each deamon comes and they unlock an aspect of my mind. This is a torrent of emotion and information. I wake up feeling different everyday. There are days when it feels as if I am utterly possessed, a lifeforce within me rages at times and moves separate of my body. Like as if I move to the right it moves to the left and we pull at each other. Obsession is a huge thing as well. It is more subtle than you think, it crawls in your mind and compels you with a thought and a raging torrent!
As such, I am only 28 days in. The results are… strange. Sigil magick is not even a challenge anymore, I can easily charge a sigil and produce results. I haven’t tried much other forms of magick, such as manifesting spirits to send to others or any other delightfully fun things you can think of, but I would love to and would love to hear any ideas on what.
Each deamon has been somewhat despair in telling me what to expect and I truly understand now. We are happy when we are born into servitude, but when we realize that we have been all along trapped in a cage the mind starts to lose itself.
Azazel has been speaking to me, quite a bit lately. To the point, where I have been compelled to start a book to record this information. After all, it was Azazel that has compelled so much change in me.
Yep, but it would answer alot. It’s related to this whole mask concept. If you’re game I suppose did we work together a week ago, and should we work together in the future.