Have you ever done a spell out of desperation?

[Moon2]

First non intro post so bare with me.

There are certain things I’d want to ask for that feel beyond the capabilities of spellwork.

Background knowledge that isn’t needed but could be helpful:

(I have a chronic illness, I’m currently working with a doctor for it and take medication.) Sometimes I have moments of desperation where I just want it to be resolved somehow. I’m not asking for a cure, or for it to disappear entirely, but for a proper diagnosis and medication that actually helps, and maybe the willpower to stick to a rigid health plan that feels impossible given my energy levels.

I don’t typically do spells that I think would be something out of my control or too much to ask for, for fear of it backfiring or just not working and getting my hopes up. I’m a very cautious witch by heart. I do not ask things of deities because I worry about paying them back or seeming too demanding.

Have you ever done a spell out of desperation where the ask felt too great? Was there a price you had to pay that you didn’t expect? Ive heard emotion can make the spell stronger, but I worry about it becoming unstable.

[Frolunda]

@Moon2

Have you ever done a spell out of desperation where the ask felt too great?

Yes and I have never experienced anything negative. E.A. Koetting, co-owner of BALG explained it to me like this: Having emotions and thoughts about lack or desperation during a ritual is not a problem. He even stressed that it is actually a good thing, because during the ritual, you want to transform your “want” and “need” into something that is already done. I was asking him about how to tune into the frequency of abundance and prosperity and this was his response to me and I dont see any reason why it couldnt work with any other type of ritual.

@Moon2

Was there a price you had to pay that you didn’t expect?

No, just be gratful when you get your thing. Especially when you work with spirits, they are not vending machines.

[Noble]

@Frolunda

Yes and I have never experienced anything negative.

Same, but in rituals involving Entities, my opinion is that the entities if they want to do something they will do it, as long as contact is made, i also sometimes view this as a form of catharsis.

However, i do not keep dwelling all day in this and i also, try to shift my inner states and add meditations or more rituals, while feeling more and more fulfilled rather than desperate.

I believe dwelling in the desperate state during all day can cause the negative effects, and will be counterproductive to the rituals.

@Moon2

Sometimes I have moments of desperation

research EFT tapping, its WONDERFUL and POWERFUL for exactly this. It does bring external benefits, but most importantly it solves the inner desperation and such ( which by consequence bring the desire result by clearing the way). Keep going through life, whenever you get the desperate feeling do EFT tapping, and so on. In my case, mostly it removes the bad energies instantaneously, i have seen many others report the same.

@Moon2

Have you ever done a spell out of desperation where the ask felt too great

EFT tapping perfect for this also, when you think of a goal and you feel lack of it, you do EFT tapping, it will clear the subconscious blocks and such.

@Moon2

given my energy levels.

Do you meditate? Preferably, do not do a spell and stop there, but add a daily spiritual practice to improve your well being, and to improve spiritually. It will work in synergy with everything else. Like work on your chakras for example etc..

Breath work is very powerful also if you can add it.

It will help with your health also.

If you are not already doing this, when you add it, aim for at least 41days. To witness the benefits clearly.