Hey what up all. I go by Ash these days. Male 29 years old. Been thru some unexplainable shit. This last year especially. I have been homeless since this covid bullshit came up. Blew fifteen grand on motels and to be tormented by malicious entities.
Ran out of money, had a Lucifer/ufo experience in an old abandoned house. Got a few side jobs now. Ones handyman construction shit, the other is for a pharm company. Hardly making it by, I still live in a fuckin tent. Work is not consistent enough with these under the table jobs, I keep my head up nonetheless.
Life is magick, every thought plays a roll. I guess my goal here is to harness the influence I have on reality and take advantage of it. Right now I’m just trying to get a roof over my head so I can move my lady in and live a little more stable.
Been off drugs for a month. Just beer and weed to get me by these days. It’s working for me… after all I was the wicked witch of wallmart woods for a while there. Haha. I’ve become I total gypsy what can I say.
So fuck. Random question. Is patience really a virtue? I’ve been patient as hell over this last year in so many situations. I keep getting hung up. I don’t expect shit to be easy, but progress seems to drag ass. How would one speed shit up a little?
I could get into details… but oh the details… so many… such a strange peculiar life it is… too much to list in a sitting. Gonna skip that for another day…
Generally speaking tho how would one speed up progress for goals from a meditative sense I suppose? Idk input, I just want some ideas for promptness and whatnot.