I was using the book Dragon of the Two Flames from Michael W Ford. I tried the ritual to call up the Caananite god Resheph. I followed the ritual steps exactly. I felt nothing and saw nothing. Part of the ritual was to ask it to enter inside of me and be a part of my temple. I asked it and felt nothing. I then blew out the candles, put my altar away and went to sleep. After laying in bed for a couple of minutes I then felt pulsating energy going through my abdomen and head. I have been shocked and felt a diesel drive by but I’ve never felt vibrating like this. I fell asleep like that.
There was a lot of incense in the air. Can breathing in too much incense cause something like that? Since then my views on the world have become more dark and my heart is more black and sadistic. But then again. Maybe it would have turned that way if I didn’t do the ritual. What are your thoughts?