My physical appearance had not been perceived differently by others after spirit encounters, but others told me frequently that my personality changed and that I’m not anymore the person I was before and that I became “retarded and idiotic” and that I don’t live anymore in this world and that I think that I’m lost in another world and that I’m not anymore a normal kid (when people told me that I’m retarded and idiotic they were reffering to the fact that I got into magick/occultism and that it was the only thing that I knew to do and enjoyed doing)
It’s for sure that after you evoked/made contact with an entity/entities you will change in some ways.
(I never thought that it’s possible that the physical appearance to change after contacts with entities, but now I consider that) Just the fact that you made contact with higher forces will cause changes in your perceptions/will traumatize you in some way or another and you’ll become more like the entity that you made contact with. (that’s in the case if you worked multiple times with a specific entity/entities) That process will continue till there’s almost not a difference between you and the spirit/entity (of course, as I said, that’s just in the case if your working frequently with that specific entity/those specific entities).
You want to say that the people around you like the change that took place in you? (and probably it’s still continuing). Try to introduce them in suble ways the entity/entities you worked with and that you think that cause that change into you. It would be interesting to see that.
I tried to express myself in English in the best and correct way so that you can understand, English is not my main language.