Hallucination or actual communication?

I had quite a few of those, especially with bugs for some reason. Around a year ago bees would start to chase me everywhere, and then drop dead as soon as I noticed them (sort of like “ok my job here is done, remember me as a hero!”). It all started a day when three of them came into my home, and one after another they just dropped dead on the exact same spot (one died, another came in, died, then another, etc, but not all at once). Then I was in a car and another chased me and wanted to get in like crazy through the window all the way. As soon as I stopped and got out of the car, she dropped dead. And so on.
I also remember wasps wanted to get in like crazy as well (a few managed to and I panicked a bit). And a dragonfly managed to get in and leave on their own too…

Sidenote: I live in an apartment up high in the middle of a city. Bees, wasps, and dragonflies have nowhere to live around here, so these are quite uncommon events. No bee/wasp hives anywhere around, and no water for dragonflies either. And I have no plants or flowers that could attract them.

Worst part is, I never really understood what the bees meant to say to me. I assumed it had to do with what I was trying to manifest, and maybe they meant to tell me I had a lot of work to do ahead of me… which might have been true because it’s all coming together and properly manifesting right now. Maybe it was about that, but maybe I totally missed the point.

I know bugs or flying creatures in general tend to be messages/signs from Beelzebub (I actually dreamed of a big golden beetle recently, and as I looked it up it seems to have something to do with him and how he was represented in ancient times), but I did a quick compatibility check-up with my Tarot cards recently and Beelzebub didn’t seem so keen to work with me at all. Also, no way it was Beelzebub sending me these bees and wasps a year ago because I my focus was nowhere near him.

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