I was working on some of my multi day GOM spells the other night and right as I got to the end I felt an enormous presence show up behind me and observe. The entire atmosphere felt ridiculously intense and my emotions spiked a bit. I collected myself, focused on the feeling required for the ritual and finished it. I looked back and could definitely feel something watching me…
Odd that I was doing the protection rite from Magickal Protection (for the 2nd time, 1st time saved me from a car accident when a Subaru almost broadsided me… Thanos was actually right and that’s the criteria for how I measure who should go. Anyway.)
This is odd to me. I’ve had a handful of spiritual experiences that shook me to my core. Even being very very serious about magick since I started I haven’t felt contact like that until now. I don’t think it was the genius spirits I was calling upon either. It felt different.
I know the sense of contact means absolutely nothing in terms of getting results (which is where I shine. I’m still amazed this is all possible but it’s indeed “hacking the simulation”)
What’s up with this though? I performed a banishing as I always do and still had a spirit show up strong enough my hair stood on end. Full body goosebumps. It was right as I was about to say “Marnes Genius of the Discernment of Spirits. Grant me the power to protect myself” that I felt the entire room change. I’ve had spirits show up before but this was a loud and proud “I’m here and you’re going to know it.”
I recently joined the Ordo Divitas which is an order on Discord. I glanced at the sigil of Duke Divithias right as I started my wealth ritual and said “Duke Divithias, oversee this working. Thank you friend” and then carried on with it. I was really tired but I went with it.
It wasn’t until the very end of my 2nd working which was the protection rite that this happened. What do you guys think? The first time I did this back in 2017 I had a dream of something trying to get into my body. My arm felt electrified and I had the sense something was trying to possess me. Right after the ritual began, maybe 3 or 4 days into it. I was on day 9 when this one happened.
“Strange things are afoot at the Circle K, Ted.”