Hello everyone,
Im new to the forum, as i only just recently discovered E.A. and i started to really dive into the occult through his methods. I have tried doing a couple love spells and evocations, but nothing has really worked thus far. However i do have an experience that i’d like to share, and hopefully get some insight/help on.
So I live with a roommate who, for lack of better words, has made my life a living hell for the last two years. I’m a fairly passive guy by nature. I don’t generally get into other peoples business, i don’t go looking to cause trouble or to pick fights with people. I generally care to myself and have a fairly live and let live attitude. However, every now and then, i get someone who rolls along who takes advantage of my passiveness and mistakes it for weakness. This one guy I live with named Toby, has been making life extremely hard for me…and it has only gotten worse. It’s come to the point where if i don’t do something, im afraid of what might ensue the next time we clash. I wanted to turn to black magic to deal with this guy…to make his life a living hell as he made mine. This way, he’d be so busy worrying about the problems in his life, he’d stop bloody getting in my business.
Anyways, up to this point i haven’t really been successful with evocations, but something happened between him and I recently which caused my blood to boil to a fever pitch. If i had the ability to end his life with a finger snap, i would’ve done it there and then without hesitation. Thats how angry he got me. I quickly went out to buy candles because i wanted to take advantage of this anger as a way of fuelling my magical evocation.
I knew i needed black candles, but i currently live on a small island with very little in terms of supplies, and so black candles are very hard to come by. I knew where some were, but they were overpriced and i don’t have much money.
So while looking around outside, i did something i’ve never done before. I called upon the spirits of darkness, and asked them to lead me to where i could find black candles that were affordable for me. I put my total faith in this, and just let myself be led. I probably walked around for a good half hour, jumping from shop to shop, until i finally landed on a place. In the store, i finally found some black candles…and they were the same as the ones i found at the other store. But get this, they were cheaper! So i took this as a sign that the spirits heard me. So i went to the cash register and she checked the candles…and she told me that the price label was wrong, and that the candles were even cheaper than i thought. Imagine that. So i left feeling pretty damn confident in myself and my ability to call upon spirits.
Now, i had read the book E.A. did called Works of Darkness: A guide to advanced black magic…using the evocation of demons outlined in there. I chose to try and evoke Lucifuge Rofocale, because he seemed to be what i was looking for in terms of inflicting suffering on a target. I also saw that E.A. had evoked him too, so i felt that this was the right choice. So i consecrated my temple and knife, then tried to perform the evocation. Part way through, i got interrupted by another roommate (not the one i was targeting) and had to kind of stop half way, then restart again. I didn’t see anything, or hear anything…but as E.A. has instructed in the past, i acted as if the summoning worked, and i detailed what i wanted done. To be honest, im not sure if i really got all my emotion out that i wanted to, because i had to be quiet to avoid my other roommate hearing me…but I really don’t know if it worked or not. Again, i’ve done evocations before that haven’t worked, so i don’t have much reason to believe this one will either, but i may already be jeopardizing its chances just by saying that, hah. Anyways, i was wondering if anyone could shed light on this…perhaps recommend a different demon, some techniques to try, your opinions on my whole experience, etc.
Lastly, if any of you have been sort of wanting to brush up on your magick skills and wanted to try helping me take down this guy, i’d greatly appreciate it. This started off as just practice for me, but this particular situation is actually quite serious…and so its more than just practice now. To say that its a matter of life and death may be dramatic, but…its inching towards that being the reality. I’ve only left out the details because it would be too extensive, but the amount of calamity he’s been causing in my life has driven me to a reeeeally bad spot.
Go trough my post history and read the one about my first evocation. Its how I got my current girl and it was the most seemingly impossible thing I achieved through magick. Though I handled it kinda foolishly. Went all out with burning desire and went straight for blood magick, cuz I really wanted the result. It really could have backfired massively, but I got lucky. So you might understand better why Im cautioning you when you read it. Anyway good luck with your future attempt and be sure to post an update if anything comes of it!