Are you getting any kind of smell/taste/sound before these visions?
Any weird sensations in your limbs at all?
How often are you getting them a day?
Are you getting them outside of ritual working?
After you’ve had a vision do you feel a bit spaced out, woozy at all?
Has anyone said that you’ve gone absent for a moment?
You are mid conversation and you are not there for a moment?
I have visions about once or twice a month since puberty. I feel the way you describe too. I’ve been having more visions and Lucid and prophetic dreams more often since I first made contact with Azazel.
Do you write them down as soon as you can after words after you have calmed down Calm down and try to look at them objectively. That helps me.
I just replay the vision again in my mind and try to look at it objectively as if I was watching a movie and critiquing it. Who are the people in it? Are they literally representing real people I know or are they charactures? do they stand for something else? How do i feel about that person? Where were we? We were in my house. Does this mean something bad will happen to us in my house or does this house represent my mind and this is really telling me about our relationship etc.
After we talked about it, just wanted to add that you never tried to change things in the past - but you are moving into power now, steadily, so the old rules don’t apply, any more than the rules of infancy can or should apply to an adult.
You have the power to foresee things, this comes with the choice - accepting the probablistic outcomes “reality” hands you, or, becoming the creator of your own reality.
Keep me posted via PM, I’m very busy right now but if there’s anything I can do to assist, I will.
Oh and as a final note, this forum has a whole section for divination, a course, there are dozens of books and websites about this but you - you got that gift naturally, installed with the package when you were born.
This is no small thing, and although it’s correct to focus on this vision and averting it from manifesting as a priority, you have a real gift here, so don’t forget that.
It doesn’t have to come to fulfilment. The future is in flux, you should be able to manifest something else. If you haven’t yet don’t worry desperation an awesome motivator or roll with the help as other have outlined.
Thank you for being so kind.
You are probably right. The visions I had in the past I thought of as some sort of destiny or fate. Something that must happen.
Maybe I can change this, I will try my best and ask you for help if I would need it.