I found a very good and pleasant fun to myself when I was younger, and I never grew out from this.
I’ve meditate on creatures what see, and completely feel and thinks in that way how they do. For example, when I see a horse running (while I’m sitting in our moving car - I’m not the driver -), by focusing on the creature, I can step out of my body, and feel everything what he does. The fresh, raw ground under his hoof, how his muscles strains, his hair dancing in the wind.
I’m also loved to talk with animals in their own “language”. I spent a lot of time to understand different animal’s special language (-body and voice), then mimic those before them (I communicate with my animals at my home in this way pretty often, and both of them enjoy it but especially my cat and my younger dog, an Amstaff).
I’ve had some weird experiences while doing this in the wild.
Dreams and thoughts where I’m an animal or I’m surrounded by animals or/and I am a part of their pack (so in this case usually wolves, but I’ve encountered coyotes, bears, deers, tigers, owls and ravens as well) are pretty common in my life. I’ve always feel a strong draw towards these thoughts and they’re help me to escape from this modern bullshitery which slowly destroys itself and harms the nature in an extreme ways.
I act animalistic ways in my everyday life sometimes, and in those moments, I really feel myself as an animal what I… “imitate”? (f.e. stalking my prey or attack anyone who is unaware of my presence; I like to play this with my cat or even my family members. Sometimes I waiting for him without any movement for 4-5 minutes when he hides, to catch him when he try to rush out of his hide-out; just lika a leopard you know).
Cannibalism also popped up in my mind several time. Of course it doesn’t represent my actual diet.
Personally I don’t want to stuck with one animal shape. I want to use that animal’s form which is the more useful in my actual situation or reaching goal. However wolves, coyotes and tigers are my favorite ones (you can’t find the last two in our wildlife).
Andras came into my life, and showed his presence to me in his own special way. I figured out last day, that he is connected to these:
Andras is a psychopomp who can teach and empower necromancy , mind control, shapeshifting , the concealment of things
Source
I never meant to work with him. He just showed up suddenly, and I didn’t know anything about him before. This is not coincidence, and I’m so glad he is here. 
However, it is still hard to believe. I mean… why would I deserve his attention and time?
