Stop being scared about the judgment. In this case those people were the fucking assholes with you. If someone is judged you will be the last on the list with this story.
You did the right thing. School already put a natural pressure so with the rest of what you had I think you would be in depression after.
Take your time to heal. Dantalion seems like a wonderful help to cheer you up and I think that’s what you need, evoke him more. It’s finny because yesterday I did my first evokation with him and binding. We spent hours of talking and he’s very sweet.
Trust him. Forget a little bit the whole thing, he’s going to take care of it. Evoke more but talk with the depth of your soul.
In fact I will just put my Dantalion thread here because I made one today and there’s conversation so you will see by yourself how great this spirit is. He’s not judging because he’s very wise since he’s a mind spirit. He knows.
You know I really don’t regret to have this connexion with him right now. Keep talking with him. He’s talkative. Be naked and prepared to have a lot of feelings when you speak with him, he likes to talk about things that really hurts,… To get to know you in a real way.