A brother recently asked me what I want from magick. This was my response:
I don’t “want” anything.
I live and breathe magick and it makes me feel complete. I’m good.
In my intro post, I mentioned the goal of being “the Greatest Magus of the Age”, my thinking being that I would be the next in the chain after Eliphas Levi and Aleister Crowley. The truth is, I don’t give a shit about all that. I just know that it comes easier to me than most people, that I’ve been connected to it for my entire life, and that my ultimate purpose is to give this knowledge and understanding to the human race so that they can prepare for the next big step in evolution (which is coming soon). Hence, light-bringer. That’s all I’ve ever “wanted”.
I’ve found that being on this forum has allowed me to fulfill that function in some respect.
I do a regular meditation wherein I send vibes out to the people, the planet, and beyond, in an effort to heal those who are suffering and to send a signal for the sleeping to awaken.
Every time I have a conversation with someone where I can see that I’ve realigned their perceptions toward recognizing a higher calling, I feel good.
The ®evolution will not happen in my lifetime. But I can get the ball rolling.
And no, this is not hippy garbage. I believe in Balance and that is it. As such, I recognize the light and dark, the left and right, as not only being equally valid but, in fact, necessary for the Operator to embrace and to integrate in their own life and workings.
So I suppose what I want, in short, is to help mankind. And to be myself.