Good or bad?

Last night I went to bed, reciting Lucifer’s enn. Mostly for practice. I have dyslexia so I get uberaca and biasa mixed into uberasa and biaca.

Today I woke feeling like I had an epiphany. That being that I am a queen of this world. It’s mine to control. That I need to concentrate on putting my mind into that I am a queen before pouting about my troubles with my relationship. That everything will be mind to bend to my whim once I truly believe that I am a queen. Yada yada etc etc.

My brain has been revolving around that all morning. So is that good and I should embrace it with reckless abandon? Or bad and I should chill out?

Thanks for everyone’s help.