Getting a hollow feeling after LBRP/banishing

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One of the things that I find rather persistent is the feeling I get after performing the LBRP. Banishing is important, without it there is no telling who or what might be meddling, but I never feel great after doing it.

This is in rather stark contrast to most accounts of the LBRP I am aware of. I’ve seen those recommend performing it once or twice daily as a precaution, and the theory behind why it would be important to do often makes sense. What happens when I do it however, is an empty kind of feeling, a dulling of the mind and a strong inability to rise above base desires. I feel like my self control and higher thought just flies out the window for the rest of the day and I end up being totally useless. This isn’t just based on time of day either, it is always following a banishing ritual and never comes on so acutely in any other context.

Are there any higher reasons this might happen? It almost feels like I’m banishing my own spirit away right with all the others, but that should not be possible.

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I was once informed that LBRP or LIRP has a twelve hour shelf life. This is why the Golden Dawn (like them or not, agree with them or not, they created the ritual) told probationers to make a year commitment to do it every morning and every night, and per Crowley (originally from the Golden Dawn), invoke often.
The LRP is supposed to stabilize the sphere of sensation. What you’re referring to as the origin of that hollow feeling.
I recommend the following:

  1. Make a year commitment to do the LRP twice a day. This will light you up on the astral, but that’s normal.
  2. Read the parasite control tutorial from the tutorial collection.
  3. The LRP begins and ends with another ritual called the Qabbalistic Cross Ritual. On the right shoulder, when you tap it and say VE-GEBURAH, visualize a red circle on your right shoulder as you cross over to the Left shoulder and vibrate VE-GEDULAH, visualize on your left shoulder a blue circle.
  4. Use the Invoking Passive Spirit LRP. You are pulling spirit down into matter.

By doing there four acts, you’re kick-starting yourself out of that hollow feeling.

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