I mean this respectfully, I’m going to go purely technical, so no-one should take this personally - this is meant generally- nor meant in any negative way - this is pure technical energetic observation in human beings.
I notice that a lot (I don’t say all!) of people that are bi or gay energetically
have an energetic blockage that has been caused subconsciously, mixing up the masculine and feminine energies at certain points of the multidimensional psyche, or mix up what parameters do belong to intuition and are feminine and others that are to the masculine, which is a problem that in itself needs fixing because it messes up one’s own ability to ground both polarities properly as long as they cannot be distinctively discerned, and it messes up your system as a human being - generally also creating a craving that gives the idea that external stimuli is continually needed, such as sex, or be subservient to someone to get something, often through sexual abuse.
If one keep feeling the need for external things to feel whole to feel inner peace - there is an underlying problem that makes one that is unaware go through (even through magick) go through a whole lot of maybe temporary or longer seemingly temporary fulfilling situations or quite the opposite until the core issue is realized and resolved.
Be aware that such energetic issues at the base of oneself can really mess up your enjoyment of reality as it should (for ourselves!) , in a state of wholeness. Wholeness is what you are underneath, and if something feels bad or unfulfilling,in your state of being, asking for healing and wholeness is what can help one feel relief with oneself and see things clearly - and a clear mind leads to the deeper, more heart-based true intended actions. It’s crucial to be very open and honest to ourselves and spirits can help with that self-inspection.
On a more personal note:
(and I am not saying here that anyone here means to sexually abuse someone else - just saying
what ‘disbalance’ can cause - maybe there are some people that do recognize themselves in the following…; be it partially, straight or gay.
I for example almost completely f*ed up my relationship with my gf because I got sexually abused by men when I was a kid and teen.
-I can telll you that my rage was supreme for being abused against my will, because of a permanent repetition was one of retribution. Don’t get me wrong I do have respect for gay people. As a hetero sexual man I highly respect being talked to as a human being, which happened recently. I was at a bar, met these 2 girls, a straigh couple and a gay couple - these guys were really top notch when it comes to mutual respect and not being vulgar- regardless of gender, it’s classy.
and there were those that looked at me as if I was a piece of meat before all, which I disliked, and those were actually generally those that were the most broken of all, energetically.
It’s been a fight at the cost of many more sexual abuses, to get my energies balanced again- because the disbalance in me attracted really really seriously wicked, depraved people I can tell you, reflecting the level of disbalance in me - that got me into more abuse for years…;It’s been a fight to fix that stuff and now I finally fixed it through both black and white magick - I worked with Lucifer also for example on this, telling and empowering me to realize that I am the sole and absolute master of my body. Worked with archangels, demons, spirits…;
I must say, that it would supremely trigger me as a human being to be forced into a particular direction again against my will - It really pushed me to extremes as a human being, for the better and the worst-
before I got to know magick again, I spent my life saying f*ck, I have no life, I’m so messed up I don’t even know how to start one. It fucked up my whole life. The shame of the abuse stayed with me for so long…;
If you want to get the best out of yourself, straight or gay, asking angels/demons for self-healing and self-empowerment in whatever areas you need, approaching both as a living god, as e.a. states can help you a lot in getting the results you want.
