Followers of Lilith: How does Lilith administrate things?

[queenofpeace]

It has been a while back now, but I originally wrote about it in my journal back in 2023.

Queenofpeace's Journey Journal

I am so happy that I could almost cry… After weeks of trying, Lilith returned to me last night. I tried at the beginning of the week, and a voice in my head said, “You must force the doorway open.” And in my head, I saw a large chunk of amethyst on a silver chain. I knew what the doorway meant, but it was not until later that I realized that the amethyst was also a message telling me to open my third eye. Tonight, I lay on my bed naked while listening to a Lilith meditation. As I listened, I could feel the entire room change around me. I could feel her energy. I closed my eyes and the first thing I saw was an upturned crescent moon. Then it transitioned into a dark figure whose eyes were covered by the upturned crescent. Behind her was a massive, glowing sphere… like a planet with a ring around it. I asked her how I could dedicate myself to her. I reminded her that she had said that I was “one of hers.” I said that I am one of her daughters, that I worship and adore her, and that I wish to join myself with her. She smiled. I felt cold all over, and began to shiver and felt carresses on my body. What followed was the most amazing, sensual experience of my life. I was almost delirious from Lilith. I told her that I wanted more, that I want her to become one with me. She was standing over me, with a beautiful copper-y chestnut brown eye at the center of her womb. There were eyes all around us, many eyes of different shapes, sizes and colors. She leaned over and then was on to…