Sorry for so many topics but there’s no one in real life to share these experiences with, and this forum feels like home to me.
During my consultation with E.A. yesterday, he suggested that I might be ready for possession. I was kind of surprised as I’m very new to this, but it sounded like an interesting experience to try.
I also wanted to form a pact with Lucifer, which I’ve been working on for the last week or so. So I decided to finalize my pact with Lucifer and also to let him possess me, during the same evocation
Anyway I wrote up the pact, pulled a Tarot card to ensure he was satisfied with all the terms, and then proceeded.
My wife was a bit nervous (probably more than a bit) about the possession. I’ve mentioned she’s sort of a recovering Catholic.
Anyway the pact itself was uneventful, though I was very happy to complete it and I’m excited to see what will happen in the coming weeks and months. The only hard part was actually getting blood…it kind of made the whole experience that much more real, tested my resolve to actually go through with this. I’ve never intentionally cut myself before to get blood.
The possession itself was fascinating though.
The event itself wasn’t that overwhelming. Lucifer’s presence was definitely strong, but I guess it was just sort of a natural progression from how I’ve already worked with him if that makes sense. I chose him because I’m really comfortable with him so I knew I’d be OK. It was more like a good friend moving in, instead of leaving once they’ve visited a while.
The aftermath has been the most interesting. Keep in mind this was just last night so it’s still pretty fresh and the possession is still taking root. I agreed to continue it until Monday.
But here were some of the effects I’ve noticed so far:
I seem to have a far deeper understanding of people’s motivations. That sounds odd but it’s like I can see their true intention behind something they say. It’s like they become an open book to me.
Sometimes if someone asks me a question concerning the future, the answer just pops into my head. Of course they have yet to be validated but it’s things that I normally wouldn’t have come up with myself.
And finally I’ve been getting a much deeper sense of Lucifer’s personality—what he likes and dislikes, etc. His compassion for those working to better themselves kind of shocked me. He has no compassion though for those who just complain and don’t try to take steps to improve their life.
Just some observations so far.