I’m right here, having same thing as a puzzle 'til now.
It has been a long time, it was just this later times then that I realized it was the very reason that put me in this practice.
My urge to know the truth. And it was to find myself.
The latest answer I’ve got was this, a really hard puzzle, if this be called a puzzle:
forget about your physical point of existence, focus IN somewhere you really wanna go and shall you be there.
And this words implied inside of me that to do so you must have a complete disconnection from your outer existence. all things in physical be forgotten and mental noise be stopped.
though is a short thought of the big idea, it is the backbone for how to know thyself. It is what i can put up, just the same as what masters have, after reading and learning from their teachings.
So the key is to practice mental silence and develop 'til you reach the the peak where you become in control of your mental being. That is the first before you can access your inside and go through to your deepest without being interupted. And they say, there waits everything.
"the gate is in your heart."
this may imply that it’s somehow connected with the heart chakra.