I want to start of to say sorry for my bad english is not my main language
3 days ago i watched (he Human Death of J.S. Garrett How Belial Killed me!). And i feelt super drawn to belial, I’m not sure why but it’s something
After i watched the video i jumped in to my universal circle closing my eyes and start using demonic pacts enn “Alash tad al’ash tal ashtu”. And im new to magic i have not really experience something in my rituals. So after i have 3 min in to the ritual i start see demonic faces and a forest in my area.
So i went there to day and it feelt like the forest was vibrating with energy. So i started to say the demonic pacts enn again. i feel this energy hit me and a branch broke 2 meters behind me. And it freaked me out. So i stopped the ritual and went home.
And as i walked home i told myself i’ll go back there 3am and do full ritul. So when i got home i stared to draw belial’s sigil and a energy hits me and i feel super dizzy. I walked to a mirror and i didn’t even recognize myself and at that point i got so dizzy i allmost past out. Im not sure what it means. Have you guys had a similar experience