Hello all, I am new and recently made an introduction on the forum. I hope to be a supportive member of the community here.
So I have begun work on my attempt on the Draconian Current and recently completed the Ascending Flame Project. My issue: I noticed on about the 4th night that during the invocation I began to have a very strong sense of fear. I feared that something hostile was in the room. In particular, I was afraid that a large spider was going to jump out at me, like a large tarantula. I sat frozen in fear in front of the altar for about 20 minutes but I did not close early. I spoke the prepared words and closed in a manner like the previous nights.
Any help in understanding this? I did a small visualization with the same sigil and personal invocation to Lucifer but I had a slight sense of the same fear tonight. In fact I heard a strange sound as I blew out the candles, almost like an insect sound. I made it known to Lucifer, with the utmost respect, that I would like to quell and be relieved of fear.
Any ideas on what this is or any similar experiences? Thank you very much; Hails.