I am obsessed with power. I recently got into HP Lovecraft’s mythos, and once I had gotten more familiar with working with normal spirits then I would make my way over there, but here is something. I felt like a presence wanted to be closer to me so I looked into a candle in a dark room to do my normal prayer to a demon, and I saw something in the flame.
A skull appeared and in the distance a large tall gate stood. I proceed moving there the skull disappeared, the gate got larger, I opened it up and and an entire area with white energy appeared, it felt amazing as I got close a faceless entity with what looked like tentacles came out of its head like medusa, but it felt alien like HP Lovecraft. It’s body was large almost like the size of godzilla but I was floating near its head.
It shocked me and I retracted my psychi due to fear, and dismissed any entities from entering my world, but can anyone put insight into this. As well as fear during any ritual working.