So in Lucid dreaming i’m very connected to the spirits of my diseased family. And I learn things in those dreams.
But now for the second time in a while I go back in my life and meet somebody I did know, maybe had some feelings for (but not that much I think) and now I’m falling a love instantly in my Lucid dream. So in love that I went to facebook and look if I can find that person .
What does this even mean?
Background: I had relationships but after puberty I got insecure towards woman. So I never had a long relationship till I was 37 (turning 40 now). This relationship lasted till the beginning of this year.