What in the hell am I doing wrong? I tried evocation, invocation, sigil openings, drawing sigils on my body, chanting the enn… Everything!
But I just can’t seem to break through to lucifer, I know repetition is key and I meditate and things of that nature all the time and I can also feel energies surge throughout my being so I know he’s there he always has been even when i didn’t want him to be but, the problem is me I guess me being unable to do or receive anything from any spirit for that matter but as of now my main focus is Lord Lucifer. Any help is appreciated but this frustration comes from a invocation i preformed this morning with lucifer after reciting his enn and reading over my rite a couple of times, charged his sigil and meditated. All this got my thinking what the fck is the problem did I upset him is something fckn with me and holding me back I don’t know… I try to figure these things out alone because that’s the type of person I am but Im becoming frustrated and I do not wish to give up on myself and my power but im not really receiving any evidence of improvement!
How am i obsessing over it? I don’t see it as obsession I see it as drive and will to do something. I didn’t mention in this post that at one point I was lazy to the point I wanted everything done for me… so I see this as positive more so negative
I never question the validity of things I take all things open-mindedly and without question. I am simply frustrated at my progress as I feel I am not making any.
yes when you put it that way i guess I obsess from time to time but that is normal because I am still fairly new even tho Ive always known of these things. I usually have control over my thoughts so when doubt appears I cast it out.
That is the problem I am still of a young age 18 to be exact so I do not possess my own home or space so I usually just meditate in my room with the door lock if it’s a long one but as far as material things ive never used a candle or crystal or anything like that due to the fact im just unable to obtain such things due to my current situation.
Yes i understand this when i feel my room is to bright i either close my blinds as much as possible or just cover my self in a blanket. But I will try to use more thing to highten my senses. Thank you
I might be wrong here, but you could get even a tea light. Say to your family that you just like candles and you want some atmosphere in the room when you listen music for example. Having a candle isn’t a bad thing or necessary associated with something “weird”.
yes this isn’t what i meant lol… but I will consider that it isn’t really a matter of them thinking im weird more of them interrupting me during meditations, evocations, etc…
Something kurtis Joseph told me was tho not his exact words “if you dont have it try using the third eye. Imagine that these things are there”. Tho it might be different for your situation I figured there was no harm in passing on the information. I hope it helps.
Thank the dark ones. If it helps I am also working on seeing and hearing Lord Ahriman. I have never been able to but I started meditating on his energy and calling his name and with that now I am seeing shapes and faces in the darkness. I also saw him stand in a corner of my room. With how the light shone through the window around 3 am the objects placed around it made me see him tho not in detail. I still can’t hear him but I hear a ringing in my ears when he or other spirits are around. Keep at it man and give up.
Seems like you are trying to hard.Do an Evocation where you summon Lord Lucifer…Ask him to help you open your Astral Vision,thank him for coming and close it off.Do an invocation every day.Since you probably can’t do that,try to meditate every day in a dark room,focus on the area around your forehead where the 3rd eye lies and do it from 5 to 24 minutes a day.Also you can try these meditations too:
The first one is a bit more complicated than the simple one,though I recommend that you daily do both…It helps you with seeing spirits and quieting the mind
Best advice is to stop working with an entity for a while, work with another spirit and then come back to working with him after a week or whenever you feel it’s right, you need to clear your mind
Yes I do this to a certain degree but ive never meditated around 3 Am i hear it’s where the line between them and us is the thinest, maybe i should start doing more things around that time
Yes the first one has already crossed my path and i will be using it ‘The Blue Ray Meditation’. Thank you for the advice! @Aiden666. I never tried that robbing a bank thing either but i’ll get to it
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