DAY 7 OF 7 ReCiTatiOns of The litinay of the shadow of saturn FINALLY DONE!!!
On a more serious note lol some observations and recommendations.
I have felt like like a walking corpse for these 7 days for the most part 
mostly due to the bizarre result of allergy meds of have been using for years cause my system to act like it IS THE ALLERGEN… And fucking with my oxygen intake severly 
Also possibly due to the factor of the only talisman of counter creation i had buried at the time (mid august 2017) has lost a large part of its energy supply. To explain this i buried my 1st talisman at the university football stadium in my city to test a theory. Which has proven efficacious.
In the month leading up to the start the football season i noticed my appetite slowly dropping but no seeming negative effect from the decrease in food consumption. I did try to make sure a bit of what i did i what more on the healthy side, also started adding nutrient protein powder to stry and balance things out a bit.
Another interesting effect as football season got into full swing i would have days it felt like i was mainlining caffine even though i wouldnt want to touch anything with it 
and im a former caffine demon btw, cut wayyyyy back years ago as a act of self displine but anyway.
Season ended dec 27 and since i have noticed a steady drop in my overall energy and along with it being harder to wake up and when i do fully awake i am ravenous 
It is possible the 7x7 method of recitation took a greater toll than i thought it did when combined with the factors of no fully active talismans at the time and i havent yet done the 101 names of angra mainyu, which starts tomorrow. 
To top it off upon the final 7 recitations the brain pan is flooded with the details of a slew of rituals to use with the damned thing. BUT… Because of the staot ringing louder in my head and being dned determined to finish i only snagged 3 for now lol.
Summary of events.
Created microcosmic localized tear in the veil anchored to physical object, fetish of the evil eye 
Immediately followed by Diving head first into the abyss of self for 40 days while continuing the single recitations of the litany of saturn for 33 
End rant…
Edit. Almost forgot discovered i spent the last 7 days reciting litanies while my book was over the seal of Drugaskan whether that is important or not i dunno yet. I found it funny though lmao
So potentially the energies of the deepest level of hell was funneled through my dark staot into the intent of rending the veil 1 defined point of reality anchored here.