Just a few question’s.
When staring out a few days after making a dedicated effort in to practicing magic it seemed that my subconscious appeared to me as a monster, illusion to Cthulhu in a dream (it was lucid) and maybe like my imagination was photo shopping my mundane sight the day before, then tried to confront me. I defeated it. Is this a common experience, also was defeating / injuring it the right course of action as apposed to talking or something else. I’m not sure I took it as a sign that it was relinquishing control to my conscious mind ie rolling with trying to integrate it. Though it may have slowed down my progression.
Also how true is it that if people start to live with magick or astral project without doing a commitment ritual to Satan they end up being harassed or attacked by strange entity’s. I started with a commitment ritual so I didn’t get a chance to find out if this yielded merit or not.
Say if I was writing a book for the absolute beginner should I warn them or so are such things sporadic once offs. Please tell of your experiences down below, give me something to figure this out.
Thanks as usual.