So I had a odd experience, I been reading works of darkness and listening to videos while I work and drive past few days.
I became extremely honed into king Paimon looking up as much as I can on him.
I decided last week to sit down facing the north and closed my eyes and rested my hands ony lap and listened to his enn. I didn’t really feel much of anything. I decided to lay down in bed and do it. I ended up falling asleep listening to a loop I woke up at 2 am saw my wife at my desk asked her to grab head phones and went to bed again that night me and her had almost the same dream. Same people in it different circumstances.
A week after last night arrived I decided I was going to put his sigil onto paper I tried it semi large and thick with out a circle. I cut it into a large square and sat it ony desk. I rested my body and closed eyes listening to the enn and breathed in and out. When I was finally relaxed I opened my eyes to soft gaze into the sigil. The lines started to almost dance and morph almost as if my eyes were crossing and straightening. The image was vibrant. I decided for some weird reason to close my eyes and put my lands on the sigil like a planchette after a few seconds it began to feel warm my body got heavy and my was was numb I felt a heavy weight one.
I soaked up the experience even though I was kinda going wtf is happening in my head.
This morning as I was driving and at random times I can literally see the sigil like a screen burn on my vision it’s random but comes and goes
Any clue to explain my experience and how to proceed??