Due to the enourmous stress in my mife, the only free time I have is between 9pm to 2am. During this time I must study, meditate, stuff. I am wondering it it is not rude toi evoke evoke, then go to bed in order to receive, I am working on a mixture to go to bed on containing Calae Zacatichichi, magic mushrooms, morning glory seeds.
Also wanting to p[aint my pillow cases, in a way to say, “Viel of this realm and dimension be rent, that the sleeping servant may be worked with and ministered upon while his mind is at rest” with sigils and symbols and whatever will help.
For me, my bed is serving more as a temple than any other place. I am celebate and so sex will not be an issue much to my wifes disconsturnation. Oh Well, the freedom and happiness I have is profound. All that shit about mornmons saying 'it is your command from god to make as many babies as ispossible." I made my 5 long ago- have no plans to make more. so that won’t be in the way. as it is, just my daughter and my 5 grandkids and the daughter living away and her 3, lay so much pressure and responsibility on me I barely have 2 brain cells to rub together.
Also wondering about enfusing the pillows and cases wiith oils and herbs which may help create asacred resting place for my head. MJ is getting illegal, can’t wait to do that.
I am really soggy headed right now. I look foreward to your replys