So I’m a newbie and have been working on evocation for a couple of months … doing evocations almost every day… I constructed a black mirror a week ago and have been staring into it once or twice a day trying to evoke Aphrodite and Raphael and nothing really was working…and I was getting pretty frustrated. (altho I could feel a spiritual presence I wasn’t seeing or hearing any communication).
So I decided to call on Sastan to see if he could help me with scrying… I set up my altar with the black mirror, lit two black candles next to it and performed the lesser banishing and then began to focus on his sigil.
A sat there for 10 or 15 minutes calling him, altho the Sigil did seem to open (kinda faded in and out and had a soft glow around the edges)… I wasn’t seeing ANYTHING in the mirror… so I was ready to give up and then thought maybe I should just try to deepen my trance…so I closed my eyes and began counting my breaths…focusing on consciously taking in and exhaling EVERY single breath… counted 1 on the inhale 2 on the exhale until I got to 100…at this point I felt like I was in a much deeper trance and altho I was sitting every muscle was completely relaxed… even my head has drooping down…
I started chanting Alash tad alash talash too over and over and my head was drooping so I was looking up to be able to see the mirror which was at eye level… (which now I remember looking up is how our brains access visual imagery from my NLP days…)
Then the most amazing thing happened! I saw a single lizard like eye looking at me!!! It was from side so I could only see the one eye and it was floating around in the mirror!! and then he kind of turned his head and I could see a lizard like head with two reptilian eyes looking at me!!
It wasn’t like watching a movie but it was there… this is the first time I ever seen anything like this and I am totally blown away…
I think deepening the trance by using the counting breath method and looking up to access visual mode may have helped…and I definitely pushed my energy out and felt like I was entering theta sync… I had goose bumps and felt an ecstatic type of energy from my solar plexus radiating outwards… very cool experience overall…
Also, before I did the “formal” evocation,I had done a meditation just laying on the couch and I had Sastan’s sigil on a 3x5 card in my lap while I listened to a hypnosis mp3… and I drifted off and I had a dream where I was at work and I went into the office of an older man who seemed to be a general. He was someone who was kind of friend and someone who knew a lot about magick. I was asking him for advice on how to scry and perform magic and he gave me a warning about going into something that I didn’t know anything about… and then he showed me a chart of something on the wall … at that moment he had to take a phone call and left me staring at the chart on the wall… I don’t recall what was on it and I came out of trance right at that moment… I had the distinct feeling that the “general” was Sastan…
Just wanted to post this to inform and share.
Thanks.