So I just received my copy of the Draconian Ritual Book, and I’m really excited!
The the layout, approach, and depth of content is exactly what I’ve been looking for! So thank for writing it!
I’m somewhat hung up on the notion of
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“getting my life together financially” before undertaking a disciplined approach to the work. Verses
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“figuring out a new home and new job” along the path, as it’s unfolding.
My life (let alone the last few years- my Awakening) has been pretty unorthodox when it comes to paying the bills and supporting myself.
Although now, with my Magick/ spiritual awareness this is at least “making sense.”
So as I’m starting the new year I’m wondering do I…
A) secure a mundane income/ physical world life; separate from (though accommodating to) my spiritual path? Or
B) Expect my new life/ lifestyle to flow out of the work I devote myself to on this path? Income, home, and all?
As it stands, my current circumstances are not ideal for the work and devotion this path demands-
Although my willingness to leave everything behind and start fresh does open up my future for new opportunities.
So is it possible (or advisable) to figure out what the following weeks and months will look like (home/ work wise) WHILE opening oneself to these energies?
Is there a countervailing/ reconstructive/ harmonizing energy in the Draconian path, that follows the Chaos of breaking old habits and routines?
Or is a strong, stable, financial/home life an expected prerequisite to the further tumultuousness of this path?
I think I’m getting a little frustrated of how difficult it is to gadge my actions within the esoteric arts. How do you define anything when everything is capable of redefinition? What is fairness or responsibility when those subjects are already so fluid in society?
I know dangers of this path, and I’ve already committed myself to this current and a magick lifestyle at large. So when push comes to shove I know I’ll be okay… But I’m starting to wonder what anyone else’s well being/ expectations matter anymore.
Does a “responsible” Draconian Initiate, maintain any social contracts that cause discomfort or low vibration to oneself for the sake of another?
Just some thoughts…