Ever since my awakening an the burnt angel on my pentagram it seems I’ve been weakened, I’m wondering does the Kundalini process fry ones guardian angels, this past year I’ve had one major supernatural attack from shadow creatures which tore at a tear in my aura, I’m guessing this is the origin of the implants, when I look at my solar plexus it beats like a leach was sitting on my chest ducking the life force out of me, then recently iv gained another parasite on my naval chakra, some days I can barely stand so yeatserday I tried a few mediations’ to clear them, the naval one is gone for now so I have twice as much energy as I did yesterday but solar one is not nudging, another side affect of these things is , suicidal thoughts, thoughts of murder , mayhem pure rage, its like I get rid of one demon per say and now I’ve two more, WTF, where are these things coming from, my tarot, my magic, my sigils, is it from someone’s cats I always pet but the owner is a evil person, any help would be greatly appreciated.
Powerful Question.
I do not believe so. Since Angels do not run the same current. Especially like humans. It is possible to burn out a spirit, This happens a lot in Vodoun, Palo Mayombe, and other similar practices.
Remedy. Rest the spirit and feed it well with many offerings. Sometimes and more often than most. I simply feed my spirits. Because I love to nurture and serve them. Not asking them to do a bunch of things for me. So that when I really want or need something, it’s done. Perhpas a similar method would support your guardians. They may need a break.
Your rising and healing of energy is there’s. So as your current elevates so does theirs.
In my opinion.
Now with other beings, many are not attached to the human world/experience and are simply here to serve.
As for the implants, tears, etc.
Consistent meditation, psychic surgery, and Majikle operations are your best bet.
I will speak more on this later. For this is complex. Sacred Geometry is very helpful for the chakra system. Repairing DNA strands etc takes time. Sound like your already doing some of that and you have an effective method.
The Why ?
That I can not Answer, but YOU can. High Majick required high energy clearings.
I prefer mind altering subtances for shamanic journeys , trances and magic insights, I think I burnt myself out. Weakening my auric field, Funny you mentioned sacred geometry, I’ve been drawn to buying platonic solids for meditation and healing. In my journeys I’ve been fighting cosmic battles trying to untangle Crowley from Thoth and fix earths energy field , think I bit off more than I could handle. I’ve also been trying to break out of earths energy system astrally, which the emerald tablets say not too, though I cant help where my mind goes its like maybe I wanted to be some kind of hero or savior of mankind
Now that you bring drugs, emerald tablets, galactic Wars, a dimension you discovered where Master Crowley is tangled to Thoth and your the untangler, and living the every day life of a human! Ofcourse your depleted. How do you truly charge and replenish when your system is depleted by drugs ? EK spoke into this. Willingly sharing his PREVIOUS life as an drug addict. Along with others. There is no doubt. Drugs even Shamanic (especially when not used properly) are harmful. Sacred geometry will help. The cure, is removing the toxins.
There’s a site selling a full set of smoky quartz platonic solids, my intuition screams at me to get them, they are around a 100 dollars or euro not including postage.
Do you have any experience with them, your posts on the subject when you have the time would be extremely popular.
I am not seeking popularity. I do relish in sharing my experiences.
Yes, in a bit. I will talk about
Smokey Quartz and how powerful it is.
As a Master Crystal Healer. I HIGHLY recommend this book.
Me either, when Lady Eva commented some of my posts were being viewed on a massive scale before it scared me off , like I quit posting for months because it made me feel a sense of responsibility for the mind frame of impressionable people, I’m constantly changing my views and opinions on subjects so it makes me think twice about what I post. I can be very extreme sometimes and I’ve seen the knowledge I post flippantly on other sites used to hurt others so I wont talk about certain subjects which can be misused like explosives or poisons and the like, that was back in my misguided angry youth days lol.
On the crystals sorry yeah you did say you planned on getting around to it, I cant wait. Thanks for book recommendation.
Smoky Quarts.
Out of the Quarts family. My third favorite besides rutilated (Quarts with other minerals/gems in them) Termoline or Gold or Silver.
Then Phantom Quarts also very powerful. Ah, how can I forget twin Quarts, and clusters.
Quarts is simply a divine, universal power crystal . Wonderful for healing and extractions. From crystal balls to computer chips. This crystal does it all.
Now Smokey Quarts is especially powerful. To find a rutilated smokey Quarts would be ideal. Choosing your Smokey piece for your crystal workings is important. You want to choose wisely, and be certain you have a connection. Also. The smokies prefer darker spaces than sunlight. Exposure to light can harm the crystal and reverse their effects.
Quarts can absorb energy so it must be cleansed.
Quarts rutilated with termoline can extract energy without harming the crystal.
Smokey Quarts also known as Toutsie roll do to its brown/chocolate like colors.
Is wonderful for shadow work, grounding, dispelling and more intense extractions.
The great thing about quarts it can be programmed easily. The receptors are very open. So they take on tasks easily.
This is a great time to open the Forum for some Q & A about Quarts crystal and crystals in general.
Now focusing on theese sources of geometry yummynees. Wonderful for chakra work. Placing on the body. Great for programming and task handling. They already carry the elemental powers within them. Weaving crystal, elements, geometry, and now intention will indeed take your healing work to the next level. Crystals formed into shape are Bad Ass. I especially love Hearts, Stars, geometric shapes.
Hearts 
wonderful for those with receiving problems. Relationship problems. Lack of love.
Stars 
wonderful for those who are galactic, money concerns, confusion or lack of clarity.
Geometry 
Wonderful for those who are practitioners, entity concerns, astral travelers, artist of all types. Depression battles, illness.
All are wonderful for the Chakras. And it is good for any practitioners to have a few sets. One for self and one for others.
You also need a large piece of Amethyst to heal and cleanse your crystals. Amethyst is self cleansing. I enjoy bathing mine in moonlight and rinsing in Florida waters.
Place your crystals on your Amethyst after use. This will heal them, maintain them, and remove the Spiritual plaque.
When extracting…
I use crystals I choose not to keep. Then toss into the depths of the ocean or find places deep in the core of nature to burry them. I also contain the crystals. Placing in Mirror box, cloth bag, what ever feels best.
This is also a great time to open the Forum for Q & A about crystal extractions, crystal placement during healings, and grids.
Well, this is all I have for now on this.
I will continue to add more in the near future.
I think being more selfish and cuntish would probably do you some good, you seem to suffer a lot from existential things, and care about “other people” and while that can be a fun game, it can get a bit trying if you mistake it for reality. 
Can you extract energy from the body with a Crystal ? Yes you can.
Can you remove energies from the body and place into crystals ?
Yes you can.
Can crystals repair energy tears, aura holes, and chakra imbalces ?
Yes they can.
Something inside wants me to get moldavite too, I dont know why but when I saw it and read about it , I feel like I have to get it, especially after listening to the emerald tablets , what’s your thoughts on moldavites’ in personal crystal healing works?
Known as the extraterrestrial 
crystal.
Yeah, I love it. In small pieces. Great for galactic work, travel, DNA strand healing.
As for healing. It’s possible. Each person is different. What may be good for you not another. It is fair to say, Moldivite, and the more “Space” stones. Literally, stones from outer space 
are not for everyone.
I know people who can wear moldivite all day long and others for about 10 minutes and their soaring in multiple dimensions. So experiment. Alien being, I would say a little piece of home is very grounding for them.
Other races. This stone could shoot your energies into planetary vibrations causing serious reactions. Think of it like a food reaction gone wrong. You don’t want that!
Be wise, play safe, and practice smart.
I really appreciate these words, as well. Sort of gave me a little jolt back to my center.