Energetically there for 2 years

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Hi BALG! Similar situations has
probably been posted/ many people going through the same things. Don’t know what to search up and I want personal advice.
So basically, I feel as I have been unwilling trapped into a connection for 2 years. Two years ago I had broken up with my boyfriend and was really hung up. The boyfriend in question isn’t related to this post. After a few months, I had slept with a mutual friend of ours. When I was dating my ex-boyfriend, it was impossible for me to be physically/romantically/sexually attracted to anybody except for him. That is just how my brain works. I am totally devoted and porn won’t even work on me. But while I was dating my ex-boyfriend seeing the person who this post is about made me actually acknowledge that he was attractive and I would be into him if I were single. Which that type of acknowledgment never happens to me ever. I’ll just call them person A. After I had slept with the person a few times that day, he was lying in my lap asleep and I randomly got a burst of emotion that I was into him. It was very strong and it felt very strange. I am not into hook up culture nor really men at all so this experience was very strange to me. These two people in the posts are the only men I have ever been attracted to in my life. Person A had a girlfriend and I unwillingly went against my morals to sleep with him. These things are stuff I would never do. I don’t think this guy is into witchcraft but I don’t even think I’d tell anybody I haven’t known for like 5+ years. But ever since that experience, my life has been rapidly developing non stop than ever before. Too many learning experiences and it hurts. As well as I feel like this dude haunts my mind. I fell down the stupid twin flame thing and then realized I’m my own person and it seems like a stupid thing to get you to spend money on life coaches. I went from a bit anxious but still me to a very different person. I became loud, happy, confident, picking up more hobbies and talents. Just since the last day I had seen him, most days were progress on something. My life has changed so I can learn, grow, and become myself again before I had childhood trauma. But with that growing came this weird 2 years of haunting. Before I get into this, I would like to say I have tried cord cutting, contact me spells and petitions, therapy, problem solved to see if there was any link of me shoving any emotions onto him or projecting how I felt abt my ex onto him, just tried to forget. This situation bothers me because even with 2 years of no contact and trying to get him out of my brain, I cannot forget him and feel his energy lingering. Whenever I have a bad day and go to sleep on a bad note (which I always try to go to sleep in a good mood but some days I am so tired I fall asleep instantly) I wake up and I feel like I have been hugged and caressed specifically by him. Like my brain knows…? When I have conversations with myself in my head I hear him telepathically sometimes pitch in especially if I feel exhausted or struggling. These are positive reinforcements and reassuring words. At times when I am not particularly thinking about anything I will get a random burst of infatuation with no thought. But then a while after thinking I know it is coming from this weird energy I believe is him. Whenever I want to do divination on this I get so incredibly stressed that my mind gets cloudy and I am unable to do so. I had somebody pull some cards and they all seems very romantically positive. But this isn’t what I want. I’m unsuccessful in cord cutting or reconciliation. I seem to feel his presence every day. I would like to move on because for one being attracted to men is very not in character for me. As well as I can’t date or hold a romantic connection with anybody else now since this happened. I can’t seem to be interested in anybody. And honestly this is stunting me because I’m a pretty attractive woman who takes care of herself. It is hurting me a lot because I feel as I am extremely depraved of touch. I have my friends who hug me and do nice things for me but I still feel like I’m starving. I have many thoughts that go through my head in the day. I keep focused on work and a lot of my hobbies. I have so much things I think about. But he is inserted in there for some reason and I’m so tired of it. I also see people who resemble him in public but aren’t him at all. I would rather get the intimacy over with or just move on. I am not sure if a love spell has been casted on me because I think it’s pretty unlikely he would be into these kind of things.
So basically, I am asking for advice or knowledge to lead me in the right direction. What is going on? Since no spell or petition has worked on my end I would like advice on what to do or if somebody knows a very strong entity that would either bring clarity, reconciliation, or detachment. Or am I suppose to do this as a lesson since I feel as I am trapped with this overwhelming experience and nothing is helping. I am so stressed that I cannot even pull tarot. Any advice or input would help.

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Sounds normal to me… Look up the effect of oxytocin, the hormone that causes us to bond. Not binding is more strange for humans. From there energetic links are made that are sometimes called cords. Even Phone sex forms connections like this.

In many ways its a sign of health that you were able to form these, to never do this means the sex was not about love but about mere dominance. It’s possible you have deeper spiritual connections, such as knowing them from a past life that pile on to intensify the experience.

If you don’t want to be emotionally bonded look into “cord cutting”.

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Thank you for sharing : D!
I originally thought it was a love spell being put upon me because I have tried cord cutting and it hasn’t made any difference. I’ve tried it a couple times as well as other spells/petitions like reconciliation, to just forget, to be apathetic towards what happened and him, or to make a “coincidence” where we run into each other. With all those there has been absolutely no change to even how I feel. I think I’m a skilled magician and other spells of mine usually work even if it takes some time. Another reason as to why I think it was a love spell is because I acted very out of character. I am really hoping to break whatever energetic link has formed and I will try my best

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A cut and clear spell helped me. Also doing work on myself to stop the habit of missing my ex helped too.

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Are you sure he was asleep and not taking advantage of the moment to use thought/emotion manipulation techniques on you?

I would normally agree it sounds kinda like a normal thing, I’ve also had trouble at time forming bonds because well, for me it’s hard when the potential for a real relationship or friendship isn’t there, I can’t see why bother.

So I can kinda relate there and understand that when a true bond does begin to form, I’ve been known to get… very uncomfortable and even have taken time to access whether or not I really felt that way.

You’ve accessed this, several times sounds like and while no the average person doesn’t bump into someone who knows how to use thought manipulation… let me tell you I for sure used it on people well before I knew what it was and I’ve encountered far more real people that practice something-than you would ever imagine.

Most of them don’t even realize they are practicing a form of magic, it might be some technique their grandpappys grandma recommended for getting the girl, and it might actually be a part of their culture and so they don’t view it as magical because it’s part of life.

Either way imop if your pretty sure this is coming from someone else and you’ve done a cord cutting and seem to know how to do all this…

I think it’s time for more active protection, send it back to sender etc and see what happens.

If nothings being sent and you send it back to sender nothing happens. If you’re being whammied with energy from someone- guess what, you’ll feel better and they’ll think twice about continuing it.

Or they will double down (my typical experience) and you may need to get more ridiculous, bind them or altogether get mean with your magic.

Hope this helps in someway, I’ve got a tutorial on how to manipulate others like this, and I need to rewrite it so it’s easier to understand, but perhaps one of us should write something about countering manipulation techniques.

It’s way easier to implant thoughts and feelings successfully than most people realize and if you dig around in that thread and look at the number of us trying to perfect the technique…

It’s not hard to see where someone with skill can make it appear as if it’s your own thoughts or feelings. It might even make you feel like you are loosing your mind if you try to stop it and it you are person who normally can get control of themselves.

Also as magical practicing people we are more likely to attract on the downlo magic users than others and not be aware of it- we think we can sniff this stuff out and sometimes we can’t, sometimes the other person is really hiding it, sometimes it’s a power game- oh I’ll show them for thinking they are something and so on and so forth. Plus depending on where you live you assume there couldn’t be anyone like you.

Thusly learn the protection magic kids! Banish regularly if your experiencing intrusive thoughts/feelings, return it to sender, shield/wards etc :blush:

Far better to appease your mind and find a way to ensure you are taking actions and be over safe, than to leave yourself in a paranoid state or actually influenced from someone else imop.

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Yeah cord cutting hasn’t worked for me: if I’m in enough pain to want to cut the ties, it’s already beyond mere cords and I have multiple links though multiple layers of being. Cord cutting seems to be more superficial.

I developed a process that works for me and has worked for others. I posted the details here in case that helps (and below this link there’s a checklist to run though for ideas:

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Thank you for this! I usually keep up to date on protection but I will do multiple rituals to banish his energy. It makes sense when you said he could be unintentionally practicing. And I feel these emotions and thoughts like they are not what I really want but I am still experiencing them. His energy can mostly feel burdening but sometimes positive. I will honestly study up more on cleansing and see any techniques I haven’t done.

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Thank you for this! I will definitely try this as soon as I can get free time. It’s reassuring to know that there are solutions when cord cutting doesnt work.

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It’s very easy to do unintentionally if you are close to someone, I have found I have to be real careful to the people I am close to or I’ll do it accidentally when I’m emotional.

Empaths or those that considerably sensitive to emotional energy compared to average, do it easily without realizing it imop, as we feel the emotions so intensely, that it’s easy to let just flow everywhere without meaning to or realizing you are doing it.

No one minds when they are close and I’m sending feel goods, but talk about upset the apple cart when I’m angry… :rofl:

I didn’t even realize I did unintentionally until about a year ago, I did know when I was doing it on purpose, but not when I was just angry and frustrated and hoping the other person would see my side.

I’ve done it on purpose of course in an attempt to be understood, but it’s the accidentally doing it that surprised me, since it was something I practiced and tried to learn the best practices for myself. :rofl:

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I think this is one ability that everyone naturally has, except that usually it’s only the few of ‘us’ that have found a way of conceptualising it as an actual process to make use of.
I know it can be accidental too by not keeping my thoughts in check

I would say that everyone else uses it often, completely in a haphazard way but don’t realise what it is and never even know that they made something happen.

If you think of a child wanting a toy that another child is playing with, it’s easy to see that he could quietly with intent think “put that toy down and walk away from it” and hey presto, a few moments later he gets his wish. And there it is, for that time, easy peasy.

We all have loose thoughts and in particular moments, thought in a particular way, the ’Command’ will be adhered to, sometimes accidentally done and even without any real full intention or knowledge of it.

Of course it gets interesting when you grapple with the idea and use it with a chosen intent :stuck_out_tongue:

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