I’m creating a miscellaneous journal for things non-related to FTM.
KING BELIAL
I met belial today. I was a little afraid going in and while he initially thundered something along the lines of “Who dares approach me?” He quickly warmed up and gave me a pep talk. While I didn’t write a request I told him I wanted more confidence in social situations.
I created a servitor today. I started karate classes and I want to become an accepted and beloved member of the dojo so I made her to emit platonic love.
Edit:I have found that after expelling such strong psychic force that I have developed quite a splitting headache 
I worked with Buer today to calm my inner rage. I live in the U.S and I hate it here. I asked for a mantra like the ones channeled by @DarkestKnight and I got one and he gave me permission to share
Calm inner rage
PEE-KO-LA-SHO-TA
TGS Practice
Used an often recommended method on this forum to experience trance. It was a smashing success as the ceiling took on new dimensions and the wall almost started to “breathe”.
I didn’t see anything like “static rain” except maybe like a slight blurring. Also don’t forget to blink LOL I probably looked like I was crying
TGS Practice 2
Saw the static rain this time. This stuff is much more subtle than they make it sound.
In about 2 hours I’ll be evoking prince Sitri to physical manifestation. I think I got the preparatory Immersion part. All that’s necessary is for me to get into the rapture state.
It went how it probably was going to, my eyes didn’t see shit but I felt him. In my inner vision I saw the leopard man and gave him my task.
It wasn’t that bad but I think I’m going to stick with path working. 
