Hello. I am Anton from the UK. I have been a very dedicated dabbler in demonic contact and magickal work for a few years. I seem to always get to a point where I lose confidence in myself and my abilities and drop out again, only to find myself drawn back a few weeks or months later. I feel as though there are some things that I simply cannot learn on my own, so here I am. I have done a lot (A Lot) of reading and waiting and feel that it’s time to properly get practical with it all.
I am currently looking into psi-vampirism. I have concluded after a lot of writing and meditation that I am unconsciously drawing energy from people in my life and I want to be more in control of that and learn how to adapt and modify those skills and abilities so that I can make use of them, rather than feeling like they are weaknesses.
I am quite a withdrawn and introverted person, so this already feels very awkward and well beyond my comfort zone. I am happy to answer any questions.
Thanks for your time.