Journal
Is it beautiful?
I will definitely do the meditation !
Called all, felt little to nothing.
Sucks for me.
A favour I’d greately appreciate, ask them what’s wrong with me.
What’s my sin, my great evil, what have I done so wrong that no thing of any type will ever help communicate with me.
This is not a pity farm btw, I just can’t take the not knowing anymore, I crave clarity.