I really don’t know why I felt the need to write this essay but for some reason I did…
So anyway the short answer is, I don’t really remember
…and the long answer which describes the process that I used is below:
Sorry in advance for this diatribe… I really tried to be as concise as possible. For some reason I feel like this information might be useful. Hopefully it is.
So I looked for the information that you requested but I cannot find it. (What I used for my ritual) At the time when I petitioned Saturn I had just discovered this concept of magic and I honestly didn’t believe that it was real. So I didn’t really keep good records or keep anything…
After 10 years of searching, I randomly happened upon this guy that I wanted to m u r der for assaulting me when I was young. He just randomly appeared in my crosshairs and he never would have seen me coming. So I (stupidly) was googling how to kill a rapist without getting caught and that’s how I found this (BALG)website.
There’s a whole thread on how to m u r der a rapist using magic… when I was reading it I genuinely thought these people were verifiably insane. Like go to a graveyard and pick up dirt and dead spiders & that’ll do it… right… But there was this tiny little part of me. That was like “what if they’re not crazy? What if it would actually work?” The spirit often talks to me in the form of media and at that moment the movie Eve’s Bayou came to my mind. If you’re not familiar, it’s a movie where a girl just willy-nilly pays a voodoo high priestess to kill her dad because she didn’t think it would happen… But it did.
So anyway that made me curious BUT I figured m u r der is probably not the best place to start when learning, magic and testing to see if it’s real. So after some more research I found a magician that is a little bit less scary than the ones on this website. He has this whole training series on candle magic, sigil magic and planetary magic. After listening to all of it, I thought it’d be cool to test it by trying to see if I could get some money. Obviously Venus would be the best for that (I think) but the next day was Saturday and as I said I didn’t even believe in magic at the time… So I didn’t think it’d be a good idea to wait a whole week. I probably would have forgotten about it by then. I go through hobbies like toilet paper.
So this is why I chose Saturn and since Saturn takes things away I had to think of what I want to lose in my life. So I made I think two sigils and on Saturday I did two rituals if I’m not mistaken or maybe I did them two Saturdays in a row I’m not sure. I remember one of them was removing all the things that stand in between me and my money. I forgot the exact wording on the other one but it was basically like remove my debt - all of it. Without me having to pay it and without anything bad happening to anybody I care about… I forgot what hour I chose. Possibly the hour of Venus because it rules over money but it’s the day of Saturn so the day of loss and so I wanted to lose all the debt and get rid of all the blocks between me and my money. So you write that sentence down on a piece of paper and then you remove all the vowels and connect all the consonants and make a picture with the consonants and that creates your sigil. Then you copy your sigil onto wax paper so it can’t catch on fire. Then you take the black candle and light it during the proper hour with the sigil under the candle holder. I chose real thin real small candles because they’re supposed to just sit there the whole time and let it burn until it burns out. Then you want to get as much energy as you can into the ritual. So he recommended listening to a song that makes you think about the thing you’re trying to get. I think I chose started by Izzy A… Rap songs are pretty great If you need a song about making money or having money lol… But you have to listen carefully because many of them are about selling crack and you probably don’t want that in your space
So I just listened to the song over and over while this candles burning and I just imagine all roadblocks in between me and my money. Just disappearing and all my debt just disappearing into dust…
Then once the candles all burnt out I forgot what I did with all the stuff. I think you’re supposed to take it like far away and throw it away because it’s like stuff you’re trying to get rid of. I can’t remember to be honest but I don’t have it in my magic box. He told us to journal but I didn’t because I just thought that I would remember…
So after all that I got on with my normal life. I did a couple more rituals. I basically spent a month just doing one after the other just to try it out but since I didn’t really believe a magic, after about a month I went back to my normal life… Which quickly went to s***. People always warn you to be careful with magic cuz it’ll just destroy everything and that’s pretty much what happened… At first I didn’t understand why this was happening. It was like everything was just suddenly falling apart. But that led me to being a situation where I ended up getting rid of all of my debt except my student loan. But then there was randomly a government grant that just randomly appeared out of nowhere and took care of the $85,000 to get loan. I only had to pay $3,000 of my own money… So it was crazy… It’s like everything just converged and all the sudden my debt just was gone. Cost me like a total of 5 Grand to get rid of $200,000 of debt. That was for the debt removing ritual…
For the other ritual where I requested the removal of all the roadblocks between me and my money… I randomly got three grand deposited it in my bank account. My son’s dad, who I literally never talk to because he smokes meth, just randomly dropped three g’s in my bank account after not paying child support for like 5 years…
So that’s my best memory of what happened like 5 years ago when I first discovered magic. I know it’s a really long way of saying I made my own sigil, but I just wanted to explain why I literally cannot answer your question. In summary, I petitioned Saturn and no other spirits. I used my own schedule. I’m pretty sure I use the seal of Saturn and I use the black candle. That’s all 