[quote="-TWF-, post:27, topic:2848"][quote=“Sevarn304, post:19, topic:2848”]When did this conversation turn about me? I was speaking in general.
And I’m tired of the material. Remember that little bit? I’m more focused on an area I’ll be living in for quite some time rather than the vessel I’m using to get there.
The physical is nothing to me. It’s a training ground. And, like I’ve offered plenty of people, I am more than capable of ridding one of astral enemies. I attack defectron’s enemy legions in my spare time, but I could really use a new enemy.
Whatever, didn’t join to get into petty arguments, joined to become a god.
Eternally,
-Sev[/quote]
Wasn’t just about you, just used you as an example.
I’d be tired of the material too if I didn’t have the ability to change it. You don’t plan on being here for quite some time? Since hou were talking about defeating death I would think you planned to stick around here for a while. That’s why I got into magick. To make my life what I wanted, in both the spiritual and the physical. Trying to live in the spiritual and ignore or escape from the material is no less imbalanced than the fools who chase the biggest flat screen, fancy cars and empty relationships and forsake the spiritual. Lean too far to either side and you just go in circles.
If the physical is a training ground you should be able to answer the question instead of skirting around it with more of the same talk that led me to ask you to begin with. I’ve got an enemy to point you to, look in the mirror. Your pride and arrogance only serve to keep you in denial and stroke your ego.
I didn’t join to get into petty arguments either, nor did I join to get lectured by a jobless, shut in who’s insecurities keep him from actualizing his potential. I asked you to provide examples of you making physical changes and bending reality and you offered none so there is nothing to argue about.
But whatever indeed, I’ll let you get back to being the living god who has a sensitivity to sunlight and demands offerings of having his name on his juice box. I’ll get back to building something tangible and leave you to your astral kingdom.
Regards
TWF[/quote]
I’ll answer, as I tend to do, paragraph by paragraph.
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Apologies, that was how I read it.
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I’m preparing more spiritually than physically in case something happens to me. I have a nasty habit of not paying attention sometimes, and that’s ended badly for me more than a few times. I didn’t mean living eternally when I meant defeating death, I meant it metaphorically- defeating the likelihood that when I die, I’ll just fade away. I don’t want that. I’m getting more invested into the physical as I progress- keep in mind I’ve only been doing this for eight months, and the adrenaline from the whole situation is only now starting to wear off.
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I’m working on it, despite my desire not to. I’m starting to stop being entirely centered on arcane development, Belial has opened my eyes to that.
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Who said that I did not have a job? I am a shut in, but I prefer to be alone. “Loneliness expresses the pain of being alone and solitude expresses the glory of being alone.” - Paul Tillich.
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That’s an odd thing to say to me. But you go ahead, build something in the physical which won’t last forever, while I evolve. You see, I’m not interested in building a kingdom, I’m interested in building myself. Because the stronger I astrally become, the more I will survive. All empires fall with time, but the individual who marks time exists eternally.
(Speak of the devil)
Eternally,
-Sev
EDIT/P.S: Hey, TWF, since I don’t take verification of your powers from you, but your customers, why should I ask you to do the same for me? If you’re that curious, I have a list- Belial, Ahriman, Azi Dahaka, even Odin at one point, but there are more- of entities that will vouch for me.
Because, if I doubt one of you (TWF/Oris/Icarus/someone else who offers services on this forum) I can just look at your customers and see the reviews from a job well done.
So why should I ask you to do the same?
Go ask some spirits if you’re that curious.
PPS- Oh, and by the way, if you build a physical kingdom or astral kingdom or whatever, I applaud you, because I know of the alliances you had to make and shatter, the friends you had to backstab, and the wars you had to wage get there. So if you actually do get to that point, allow me to be the first to be impressed.
But after that kingdom is stabilized, and your days are comprised of the peasants complaining to you about one domestic issue or another, and you don’t know what to do because you won- I’ll still be out there, carving a history, a tale for myself, and maybe one day word of me, still in the unknown, still evolving (one can never simply stop evolving) will reach your crowned ears.
So make your kingdom, and I will be the first to shake your hand on a job well done. But I will never settle for something material. I can’t even track how far I’ve evolved, apparently vamping people over the internet subconsciously in my early days, and I will continue to do so, continue to move forward, until one day the path ends.
Eternally,
-Sev