I am currently one of those guys who read a lot and am a bit lost where to begin. I meditate daily for about 20-30 minutes and did a few self-hypnosis /journey type video sessions with sometimes interesting and somtimes dissapointing/no results.
I think I need to start actually doing more but I hold myself back to much. I am interested in shamanism and druidry (had no luck finding a connection with demons yet sadly although i am interested in working with them on ascension). Because of that I thought of joining OBOD after reading The druid magic handbook by M. Greer (ADF is not at all present here in germany).
I think working with a mentor through their course could help me get off my ass. Now I am a bit worried about my reason for seeking them out. I am mostly interested in the magic aspect of druidry not so much the social or other aspects.
Can someone tell me how much weight magic has in OBOD or other pointers?