So you start with connecting to spirits who you know have your highest good in mind, like guides or guardian angels. Alternatively, you can take the perspective of the multidimensionality of the soul and contact the higher self.
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My higher self left me on the side of a highway. I havenāt seen them and they donāt answer like a deadbeat dad
Iāve seen an ancestor during a meditation. Very powerful. I need to connect with them more but my present day family are crap. I donāt like them users. .
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lol THAT is not true. Your higher self is the basis of every inspiration you have toward self-betterment. If you feel like you were betrayed by the higher self at any point it was simply a demonic impostor. Itās not possible for the higher self to abandon you- for you are its lower self. I say this from the perspective of having met and spoken with other peopleās higher selves, directly.
Iām telling you they dont answer. Iām was successful through sheer will and hard wok before I discovered magic. My higher self left me.
Itās ok though. It took me time and success you can hold ISNT built overnight. Iām putting gin worm now.
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Thatās literally impossible because itās a soul aspect. It canāt leave you. If anything it was suppressed through trauma. In fact- thatās exactly what it tells me.
You know how people become atheists because they say God abandoned them because he allowed evil? Same thing. Youāve simply transferred the abandonment complex to the higher self. It did not abandon you. It is true that it stepped aside, but this is in accord with higher logic and spiritual planning.
You are not abandoned. You are in a difficult situation, but never abandoned. Ever.
I feel it has stepped aside like when I was a kid and luckily my brain protected me from whatever. The higher self some people speak nicely of is nothing to me. I have never seen or felt it. Everything of importance Iāve done alone with hard work & planning with connections until magic.
Iām sorry, but you donāt need magic to be successful. You can do it with hard work, making connections, becoming as attractive as you can, most importantly smelling good & being charismatic. Research who is where you want to be then drill down into the people they surround themselves with. Every master has a teacher. What skills did they obtain to be around them. Donāt target the shark. Target the tuna around them. Where is a higher self in all this? They donāt exist.
Iāll soon, like before magic, write out a plan and conservatively see if entities or demons, gods, or whoever can help, and be nice without demanding my head or blood and develop relationships and give to charity even though Iām not rich and struggling.
Give 20 loaves of bread to poor people or to an organization that helps and feed poor people. Message! Ritual - You have to give to receive sometimes.
The higher version of yourself is a theosophical myth? You have to build that person. Why do so many think things are given or available so easy? A future all-knowing version of you is waiting somewhere? Then why is it so hard to contact them and so many die from addictions, depression, avoidable things, etc. That higher self imo doesnāt exist like a fairy tale. Nice to hear but who has connected with it versus doing the hard work to create it on Earth and change their life? Philosophical myth.
No, it does exist and it is you. I know because I talk to them. I could talk to yours. Itās simply the internal guidance system of the subconscious that guides to higher ideals. Like, literally you canāt be separated from it anymore than you separate your mind from the subconscious or the super conscious or the ego or the id. Like, itās physics. Metaphysical physics. I have met my own higher self and many aspects of my self and past life multidimensional versions of myself. Like, I mean seriously. In meditation and vision, and then performed a divination afterward to verify it. And I donāt mean a single card draw. I mean a thorough analysis of everything I saw with 12 yes cards in a row after a through shuffling which is statistically impossible.
I know this through experience.
When you speak to the higher self and ask for a response, what organ do you use to listen? The ears? The heart? And what part of you do you open to receive communication?
If the answer is ānoneā how do you expect to hear?
I will tell you. You canāt expect it right now because your soul is in a state of contraction around pain and it causes you to be unable to hear these parts of the self. Itās like being stabbed and holding the knife in so it doesnāt move- you canāt really have a clear discussion on character development when youāre in a traumatized state of survival mode. This is the condition your soul is in- instead of pulling out the knife of pain, your trauma response has been to contract around it and hold it. The effect this has had however is a contraction of spiritual ability. Yes you have had to work harder- but needlessly because of the inability to properly process pain. We already had a hint of this earlier in the tarot with 8 of swords.
While it is true that others have victimized you, it is also true that your response has been the 8 of swords response. I donāt say this to shame you or make you more bitter, but itās the reality. And it causes bitterness to indwell and fester, which is also unfortunate, because it is all unnecessary if you could unlearn your instinctual trauma response and take the time to pull the knife out and allow the blood to run over your fingers- acknowledging the wounds hurt and it isnāt fairā¦but it is not shameful either to feel pain and sorrow. It is not weak.
My response is action. Solution focus and taking action to plans. No need to wallow as that does nothing and we know what happens with stagnation. I appreciate and find what you saw fascinating. Did you also not see that? Venus? Survival and perseverance no matter what? Abilities. Beauty.
It was a long time coming but the currents of life were due to strike me down to rebuild. No one is immune (and if they are I want what theyāre having). I no longer fight it. Iām surrounded by people who aide me now. the ascent is inevitable but unfortunately Iām viscous again.
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Understand me clearly- I care for you.
But what you are calling āwallowingā is an excuse to not do the work of encounter. You know that right? Your greatest weapon against yourself is a misguided sense of practicality to the exclusion of avoiding self- reflection. Anything but acknowledge the past is what seems to come through.
Iāll drop it for now. But if you would like a reading for free or a session helping you with dealing with a lot of this internal pain, please DM me and let me know. Although you may not think so, your soul is beautiful, it has good alignments and a strong notion of common sense and hates delusions. These are all positive structures. I would love to talk more with you about whatās happening with you, maybe do Akashic readings and stuff. Up to you.
Peace!
Also, I wrote your soul was beautiful before I saw you mention Venusian aspects, lol.
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