I was awoken last night to see a figure standing right next to my bed. I got up to see if I was dreaming, and I was not. He was dressed in 16-18th century style of clothing and was presented with wearing yellow uniform, making him seem golden. I was trembled with absolute fear, and once I stood up and stared into this ‘spirit’ I then started laughing manicly out loud, like I was losing a sense of sanity when I looked upon this spirit. It was quite scary to be honest.
After I awoke this morning, the only demon I could pinpoint would be ‘Barbatos’ as he has similar features as to what this spirit, ghost or demon was. I’ve never worked with such spirit, and it’s been a very long time since I’ve seen a demon, it was quite exhilarating.
Anyone else have any similar stories?
Or to what this spirit may have been?
But once I gazed upon this spirit, I uncontrollably starting laughing. I lost control of my senses until it disappeared, then I looked… saw it had gone, and was left terrified.
I had something wierd happen last night. Felt fear actually seeing it. Now this morning wondering if it was my imagination or something I should have paid attention to. Can’t think what it was. Saw something tho.
It’s something I’ve experienced before, but this time I couldn’t control my senses, which is alarming. I didn’t feel the spirit was hostile, yet I still seized up.
You could start doing the LBRP, or Sword Banishing before bed. I’d probably try to connect to it though to clarify what it wanted first though because I’m a curious person like that.
I would’ve too. I would also try to determine was it the spirit itself that scared me… or was it just the startle response of something unexpected happening. Very different things.
Only thing I have this morning is I didn’t sense what it was
It’s positioning was kinda like it was looking for or needed something
It looked young and had its arms up like a young child does to be picked up - or hasthasana yoga pose
Could simply even have been my imagination tho, only thing making me go nah not imagining it was I was awake focused on something else and it sorta dropped in like something playing boo and startled me hugely
And then there is me, having visits during the night quite often. I got one last night, and I am so used to it that I just said “Can you come back later please ?” like, let me sleep please
Haven’t had a similar experience but hear me out: you could have been in an OOBE/AP state. Doesn’t make the apparition any less meaningful, but often when I leave my body I have trouble differentiating between projection and reality because I emerge in a space identical to my physical bedroom.
Just noting this because imo it’s far easier for a spirit to appear in the astral/dreamscape than a full spontaneous apparition irl.