Long story short I was experimenting with a psychotropic substance that I’ve used many times in the past in my mystical journeys, and more often then not come out of these things with an ‘ah-ha’ moment of enlightenment with no adverse effects.
However this time was different. In traversing the spheres I seemed to get stuck in a time/space ‘purgatory’ and spirits ended up fucking filling my room, and ultimately my fucking body. I was totally unprepared.
Now before I did this experimentation I was meditating on only the sigal of Mephistal for aid in my third eye vision. I did the technique of drawing the circle of light on the South Wall of my temple, and managed to get a pretty decent full body manifestation of my Neptunium guide with only incense.
So…perhaps I left this portal open unwittingly? Because I’ll tell you what I had spirits fucking fill my temple like never before in very short order. I felt the emotions & experienced thoughts that were totally FOREIGN to me. I am a male, but I swear to everything that some kind of Female entity, an older spirit that I know would have to have been an ‘earth wanderer’…perhaps a spirit of the dead filled my body. She seemed to be longing for a family that she missed, an old male lover that she wanted to connect to. I being a strapping young hetero man obviously do not possess this desire!
I literally became another person, it was a very odd experience, and left me nauseous for quite some time. The only other thing I could think of was I left myself open to a spirit that roams this house I’m renting. I’ve experienced some mild poltergeist activity here in the past but nothing at all like this.
The strangest part was while she was in my body I felt my spirit kind of traversing the cosmos without a home, like I was wandering about aimlessly interacting with other wandering spirits. That in itself was freaky as hell, I didn’t know if I’d find my way back.
Holy Shit I just had to share that, totally new experience for me. Time to lay off the shit.