I am curious because whenever I bring like my focus I feel a sence of great power within my like solar plexus chakra with a boost to my will like I can as koetting said comand the universe and it will obey I feel this power I dont know since when I noticed it its like a mode that I can get into is that because of my engagment to the occult or a spirit is doing it its like I am becoming this thing Like you get out my way or I will crush you feeling a surge of willpower and energy is it a spirit or my godself. It is very interesting and I like it alot.