Hello i got a question.
A few days ago i got a diagnose from a doctor that i have Generalized Anxiety Disorder (Gad), she think i have suffered from this from my early teens, now 24. We are talking about treatments, and she recommends that i try antidepressants.
My question is, i have read in books and even in this forum that you should not practice magick if you are not free from Anxiety or depression, why is this? Cant magick practice help to improve ones life, even transmute a person into something bigger and more stable than they where.
I can agree that someone should not do sinister work, or maybe even evocation of demons, But what is the harm of invocation and soul travel.
Do you guys have any experience with this disorder, is medication the best option or do it exist better options. Magick is really, really important to me so quiting is not an option.
Just so you know where i am, last two years i have suffered from panic attacks, and right now i can not continue the stress of being unemployed and going to job coaching, so its likely i will get sick leave a couple of months to just focus on the fun in life, improve the quality of it. And when i feel better i will have better chances to get a job.
But i have never been suicidal, i think itâs such a waste to think like that.
Do you guys have any advice?
thanks alot