Death in the family

I will try and be as blunt and factual as I can.

My little sister committed suicide a few weeks ago. She and I have both struggled with depression and other mental health issues for years, however, I thought her getting clean, raising a family and renewed faith would have prevented this outcome. It did not.

I am still most likely in shock and have yet to fully accept all the gravity from this event.

I am doing my best to speak plainly and evenly to my parents as they are dealing with their grief.

However, there is the issue of my aunt. Who used to use the church as a scapegoat for her laziness and fear. After her youngest son broke free of her crap, she since has collected a parasite. I do not know where this woman came from, but she is awful. She led everyone who didn’t already find my aunt abrasive to damn near despise her. My aunt no longer comes to the large family functions. My sister hated this parasite woman and, though my sister was a reformed Christian, still had her old bullshit radar from when she used to speak to other things. I have been dealing with a divorce I recently filed and trying to patch up my own inner workings. There is a lot to unpack in all of this, so I will get to the point before elucidating anything else.

My aunt is unknowingly creating a tulpa from her aborted fetus - I was the first grandchild, but my aunt has, since meeting this parasite woman, come out about her aborted son who she conceived before I was born. She has named it and has inundated this unborn into her family. I am worried she is attempting to work some shit on my mother or the rest of my family or, try and do something with my late sister - who would surely put up a fight.

I do not have the time due to work schedule and divorce crap to ritualistically deal with these two women. Does anyone have some advice here, or will my sister be able to rest on her own?

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Damn that’s a lot to be going through I am so sorry for your loss.

The best idea I have is if your number one concern is for your sister find her before anyone else does and help her cross over or keep her with you somewhere safe.

It doesn’t have to take a lot of time or prep its just a matter of setting some time aside to try and connect with her

Much love and best of luck to you

Thank you for the advice. I am sure I will be fine, and my sister even more so after apprising my family of, basically, goofy shit on the part of our estranged aunt. We just want my sister at peace, she’s done as much as she could. Thank you for the kind words and I will do what I can to galvanize her.

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