I am at the stage now where when I do evocation I still can’t reach the cross roads.
I have certainly been successful at evocation many times and have seen GOOD results from it.
Last night I did a mix of candle magick and evocation with a spirit that King Paimon had referred me to.
I usually do my evocations during the day and while the room doesn’t have much light it isn’t dark.
This time I did the ritual in the dark with only the light of the candle I was using to illuminate the room.
Like with most of my evocations I found myself quickly in the theta state.
However this time was different I found myself on the verge of going into the crossroads. For lack of a better way of describing it I found myself sort of like flashing into another realm - I am not sure if that makes any sense to any of you.
The only difference really between this ritual and others is that this was done in darkness.
If I didn’t find the experience totally awesome I might have actually been a bit on the edge of my seat so to speak.
I will be trying to do more evocation in complete darkness with only the light of candle(s) in the room.
@Everyone - What are your experiences?
Also unrelated to this experience (although I did use the incantation) I find when I do Koetting’s incantation for demonic evocation that my eyes change.
I realise you might think well you getting yourself worked up about evocation and hence this is the result. This isn’t the case though because I doesn’t matter what emotions I am feeling or really even if I am in the theta state.
When I do the incantation my eyes look like I am possessed by a spirit.
Or at least what I would imagine spirit possession would look like.
It’s like there is a light behind my eyes (maybe even a flame) and someone else is home.
I would really like to know what the hell (pun intended) exactly is going on with this incantation …
EDIT: I posted this in the General Discussion section of the forum because I am asking how this would also apply to practicing any sort of magick, even magick that doesn’t involve evocation. Although this thread is primarily related to evocation and evoking in darkness.